Ready or Not 2016


 

 

Merry meet and Merry part and Merry meet again.The dance of life’s intricate moves are more pleasing since I have you for my friend.

I did my RUNE reading the other day.

Wisdom

As the UNKNOWABLE card says it is a beginning, it is a end.
Perhaps a new beginning and an end to the way things were.
I AM in the moment and nothing can keep me from the experience of making an effort in understanding another human being.
And learning what I need to learn.

The last Rune card I faced up was “The Unknowable”
This card is the blank card…Blank is the End, Blank is the beginning.

This card rises like the Phoenix from the ashes of what we call fate.

The card says that a willingness and permitting are what is required~the empty-handed Leap into the void.
So, as my day continues I remain open to the possibilities, I also remain open to the realizations that THIS MOMENT is good.
And this is the Only Moment !

That undeniable force that makes you realize no matter how down you get that there is always a sun that will come out. It is there to brighten our days. Even when it rains we know that perhaps a rainbow will show through the clouds and the air will seem fresher after the storm.

Occasionally issues are Under the carpet, brushed aside so too speak.

The Time to face the reality of a through cleansing.

The carpet has been lifted and the multitudes of debris is being cleared.
I actually did do under the rugs today when I vacuumed and it was amazing the things I found.

Yesterday I  went to a Celebration of Life event and was surrounded by the most wonderful persons.

I made new friends of like mind and it made me think of something I had written way back in 2004.

If  I could think of  just one something I would like to have right at this moment it would be a like minded companion.

Someone that has grown through there previous relationships and also at the same time learned from them.

This is most important.

If you haven’t learned the lesson the lesson will keep coming over and over until at some point you say ahha. I got it. By George I think I got it. 

I wish I understood what in the heck I am doing.

My feelings flip faster then pancakes.

 

Christmas Full Moon


I love Full Moons

This year it falls on the 25 th of December.

Winter solstice is on December 22 2015.

It is an astronomical phenomenon marking the shortest day and the longest night of the year. Winter solstice occurs for the Northern Hemisphere in December and for the Southern Hemisphere in June.

It is called the Full Cold Moon

The full moon hasn’t fallen on Christmas Day since 1977.

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Some of My Deco’s

A poem I wrote several years ago.

 

Christmas isn’t JUST about receiving gifts

It’s in the Giving of our Time and gifts from the Heart

A tin full of homemade cookies

A decorated jar of homemade bath salts to sooth someone’s weary bones

A phone call to let someone know you’re thinking of them

The Spirit of the Holidays should be everyday

No one is guaranteed tomorrow

Seven out of 10 Americans are one paycheck away from being homeless.

Be Thankful for each and every blessing

Keep your stress levels low and evenly balanced by being focused and positive 
 
Shelter from the heat and cold

Food in our tummies

Music too sooth us

Animals (Especially Cats) to love and cherish

Love, Health and a Bit of Abundance
with Time to Enjoy

© Cynthia Martz 2013

Perfect Feline Deserves Perfect Food


I have been on a mission to find a healthy choice for my oldest cat Minnie. She was a petite cat at 11 months when I adopted her. Very few health incidents other than a fairly bad Upper respiratory infection a few years ago. She has lost all her large canine teeth.

Minnie will be 13 in February. She’s my heart.

 

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Adoption Day (11 Months old Feb 2004)

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Before China she was getting Fat (2011)

 

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Minnie at 12 years of age

China, my youngest having found at my door step 4 years ago is a very robust, beautiful coat and literally will eat anything she finds. She especially likes dust bunnies Smile

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China at 4 years of age

The problems with Minnie started around the same time as China’s arrival. Stress related IBS.

Can you imagine having the runnies every day for all these years?

I have been keeping a journal on my mission.

She seems much improved.

 

No wet food for three days and I notice with just the Science diet for sensitive stomachs she has less runnies and not as many crying scenes nor vomiting.

Than I read that it is one of the worse foods for a cat.
So my research is back in full swing.

Anything that will help my Minnie.

I tend to favor products that are made in our country (USA)

 

8:56 AM 10/23/2015
Vomited this am.
Feeding more often but less at each feeding.

2:25 AM 10/25/2015
Pudding Plop Puddles =   Runnies and crying

She is very fastidious and never leaves any messes for me to clean up.

EXCEPT IN THE LITTER BOX

7:28 PM 11/2/2015
Minnie seems to be doing a bit better, she still weighs barely 10 pounds.

8:12 AM 11/6/2015
She loves the Natures Variety.

Licks the bowl clean and isn’t demanding to be fed constantly.

The BEST Canned Foods for your Cat

Top brands that I use include

Weruva

Tiki Cat – the kinds with NO FISH

Pure Vita

Hound and Gatos

Soulistic, some grain free Wellness and some Merrick Pate Perfect Bistro.

Please note that not all of these are carrageenan free, and most have BPA in the can linings.

This is my  go too when funds do not allow the quality foods I have starred here

Fancy Feast Classic

 

Sheba Pates

 

Nature’s Logic – All canned formulas

*Nature’s Variety – All “Instinct” formulas

From “Four Star” Grain-Free

Newman’s Own Organics Grain-Free Canned Cat Food – All “grain-free” varieties
Note: The “Newman’s Own Organics” non grain-free formulas DO have both carrageenan and guar gum

Weruva – Cat’s In The Kitchen pouches
*Party Animal Organics “Tom Cat Turkey Recipe

The Power of Nightmares


IMHO.

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It is not Religion as the media would have you believe. The U.S.A. uses religion to motivate the “national religious passions” and they do an excellent job of it.

The Name of this Destructive scenario is Politics and Power ~ Fictitious Media reports propagate Fear in the

majority of persons ~ Those with the darkest imaginations have the most Power.

The War on Terror~The Fear of a Future with impending Doom, an imagined Future.

LIES!

There was No weapons of mass destruction in IRAQ.

http://www.nbcnews.com/id/7634313/ns/world_news-mideast_n_africa/t/cias-final-report-no-wmd-found-

There were no secret caves of elaborate resources in Afghanistan.There was no Al-Qaeda before 9-11.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Battle_of_Tora_Bora

The Wars began.

Which resulted in an overwhelming loss of humankind.The Killing massacre of innocent children and persons fighting for their beliefs.

You never see any Politicians, Priests, Popes or otherwise religious entities in the War Zones. Ever thought  about that ? They make The Rules don’t they ?

9-11. What do you believe ?

Who was really responsible ?

Do you have Faith in our Government ?

This a must see. You may believe differently afterwards.

http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x20xke2_the-power-of-nightmares-03-the-shadows-in-the-cave_news

On the radio with DJ freshvintage


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How did we get on this subject ? Vintage is the one thing I would desire too spend money on.

Remember what is new too you today will be worth some bucks in a Vintage Way years from now.

At any rate. The subject came up because a person posted a photo of his self with his appendage draped across a towel. He advertised it as a towel Holder for females only.

Seriously, I do not recall how we jumped on these two conversations.

I really thought it was a towel holder and wondered why he hadn’t given it to my daughter instead of selling it ?

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In the meantime I hung Halloween witches, ghosts, pumpkins, and skeletons. Three of the plastic cats have already fallen.

Put catnip on the fake dog and mouse that is the size of Hempy and China was in fear for her life.

Guess she favors a real cat attack.

Source: On the radio with DJ freshvintage

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Time to Ride


Since having my bike repaired I am able to ride and enjoy. Today was Day 1 of my plan to get my stamina built up for the Zombie Ride on the 25 th of this month.

THE RIDE LAST YEAR

This was my 30 minute ride today.

Two Sundays


Last Sunday

Wow, it’s been a weird day. It started out fine.
I love sitting in my director’s chair feeding all the creatures that come too greet me. Especially on the weekend with no hustle and bustle of the school kids going off on the buses that come one by one to pick them up. The garbage collector doesn’t run either so those horrid sounds are not missed. Coffee in hand, it is a beautiful Sunday morning. The sky an azure pastel as it starts to brighten up the day. It is so interesting watching the cats so amused and yet fearful to step even an inch out the front door which I am thankful for. It is quite in the apartment. I can still hear frogs and crickets from the bedroom window. The heat of the day has begun.

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Dreams entertained me until I heard a faint “I love you , Mama” as Rhea was going out the door to work at 2:45. When I did get up it was 3 in the afternoon.
So, I am feeling a bit odd. I evidently needed to sleep. The other night I had nightmares. I woke Rhea calling out to “Mommie” over and over. No one could hear me in my dream.
Than several others that have went the elusive way of dreams.
And when I do sleep soundly, it seems like I dream the whole entire time.

It’s like going to a movie that lasts all night.

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This Sunday

Last Evening

A very loud crash, the birds were just covered and than BOOM. The silverware tray I had attached to the wall with all my nick-knacks and smaller crystals came down when Minnie’s frame fell off the wall striking it. I suppose when I covered the parakeet cage the cover perhaps rubbed the frame the wrong way.

The cats woke me with crying like they had not been fed in days.

Put the crystals and other nics on the other wall.

Drama continues, too many holes in the cheese.

The Baby shower was nice. I sat out on the lounge and watched the waves come off shore.

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Soul’s Window


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(Click to Enlarge)My Eye

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Eyes are literally the windows to the inner most aspects of our personality and character traits.  If you look into someone’s eyes, you can easily tell if they are scared, sad, or worn down inside.  But if you look even closer, you will also be able to see what kind of psychology and personality that person has.

Eyes are literally a window into people’s souls.

Window to the Soul

I have always had a fascination with eyes. A book that hasn’t been read. A person’s eyes can be as revealing as opening and reading that very first page.

Your interest is heightened with each turn of the page.

Have you noticed how a baby’s eyes are so big and wide ? They seem to want to take in as much as they can and just as quickly.

Eyes that seem to twinkle. If you look at baby photo’s and than photo’s of the individual as they age you see the eyes do not change.

Your face as it ages makes the eyes seem smaller and further apart. In actuality they are the same size they were when you were three months old.

You just don’t look as adorable.

Your eyes have lost much of there sparkle and crow’s feet have taken up residence.

They have seen many things.

Pain can easily be seen in eyes. Lack of sleep makes the eyes look tired and darker. Drugs and alcohol dull your eye shine.

Just as eyes seem to light up at times when a loved one is present.

The dullness is all too clear when something or someone is lost too them.

The sparkle seems to dissipate and tears fall freely.

Iris biometrics which is highlighted in the amazing film “I Origins” it reminds me that our eyes are in fact similar to a fingerprint.

The pattern uniqueness of the iris is spoke of in Jeff Carter’s TEDxKC  Extreme Identity.

Starting at 4:54

“An iris scan is really the ultimate in security. To give you an analogy—fingerprints would be the floppy disks; an iris scan is the solid-state hard drive.”

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My Eye Age 66 © C. m ART z  2015

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My Eye Age 56 © C. m ART z  2015

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My Eye Age 17 Senior Photo

© C. m ART z  2015

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“Why Did He Choose Her and not ME?”- The Psychopath’s Discard and the New Victim


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Source: “Why Did He Choose Her and not ME?”- The Psychopath’s Discard and the New Victim

Survivors begin to move forward when they understand and finally accept that their ex partner was disordered. It’s at this point that they are they able to switch gears and begin to look at their involvement in the relationship and what made them vulnerable to a psychopath or narcissist in the first place.

She will have her own lessons to learn,  just as you are learning them now.

I wish you peace.

Cryominute says~ My entries on my wordpress called “Love Bombers”