Remembering Crikey


 

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This is a post I created when Steve died.It was located in my zimbabast web pages that are no longer on the web.I kept the HTML of all pages. This past week I have been watching the new series on his family and how they have carried on and preserved his passion for wildlife.

The morning of September 4th 2006 I was watching the news. It was Labor Day Holiday.

I had went to put a pot of coffee on and heard the shocking words that now have become a mainstay here and around the world.

The Wildlife Warrior, our Crocodile Hunter was dead.

He died on the 4th, he was 44.

I thought how strange, those numbers.

Many believe 444 means an angel is close by

In Doreen Virtue’s book on Angel Numbers, she describes the meaning of 444 as, “Thousands of angels surround you at this moment loving and supporting you. You have a very strong and clear connection with the angelic realm, and are an Earth angel yourself. You have nothing to fear, all is well.”

In disbelief and shock, my tears began falling.

As I went about my day the airways were filled with the news.

The unbelievable news that he was gone.

The man who seemed invincible had been swimming off the coast of the Great Barrier Reef.

He swam over the gentle giant of the sea, also affectionately called the bird of the sea and suddenly without reason or why was stung when the tail pierced his chest and lodged in his heart.

The news reported that he pulled the serrated barb out and was unconscious when brought up to his boat “The Croc1″

Terri and children were hiking in Tasmania and had not received word.

That is behind us now.

The fireside memorial held for family and closest of friends has been held at his beloved Australian Zoo, the Grand Memorial where his favorite song” True Blue” was sung by Mr. Williamson was presented at the Crocoseum,built by Steve for his feedings of his beloved DOLLS or Dinosaurs as he called them.

His daughter Bindi spoke so endearing of him, her father who she said she would miss every day and when seeing a crocodile would forever think of him.

The day that popular television personality Steve “Crocodile Hunter” Irwin died was the day his wife, Terri, says she lost her prince.

Terri, his beloved soul mate has spoken with Barbara Walters on 20/20.

“Soulmates are people who bring out the best in you.

They are not perfect but are always perfect for you.”

“Despite the loss of her husband, Terri says she still feels blessed that she had him in her life. “I had romance like I didn’t think existed anymore, a wonderful romance. He was passionate and determined and enthusiastic.”

“Steve changed the world.”

Terri says he changed the world by giving everyone a message.

“If you can reach out and touch and love and be with wildlife, you will forever be changed and you will want to make the world a better place. … If we do nothing … we’re in trouble. And he did more than anybody. So I think we can all do something.”

“He was fun.

He taught me it’s OK to play in the rain. And splash in my puddle. And let the kids get dirty. And spill ice cream on your pants.

He didn’t sweat the little stuff.

He followed the big picture.

And he had fun!

Now I’m going to work really hard at having fun again. …

I’m Mrs. Steve Irwin.

I’ve got a lot to live up to.”

Glass House Mountains Tourist Drive in respect and memory of Steve and all his conservation efforts has been renamed it “The Steve Irwin Way”

Though it did not make any of the television specials and retrospectives, one of my favorite tributes came on a radio phone-in show on the afternoon that Steve Irwin was killed.

A young mother chirpily recalled the day that her young infant managed to perform potty duties

For the first time without any mishaps.

In celebration, she told her proud young son that he could call anyone in the world to share

the good news.

“I want to call the Croc Hunter,” came the cry.

The moments,hours,days,weeks have gone by.

“flat out like a lizard drinking”

British poet Sydney Dobell wrote this eulogy in 1854

Nature, a jealous mistress, laid him low.

He woo’d and won her; and, by love made bold,

she show’d him more than mortal man should know,

Then slew him lest her secret should be told.

And yet, those rare few still lean ever closer, hungry for a hint or a whisper nature knows them or understands them or loves them like they love her. Or she even knows they exist.

That she doesn’t is chilling or comforting, the only constant.
Karen Bishop’s words helped me get through this grief.

From her post:

His departure could not have been more perfect. He was interacting with a representative of the animal kingdom. What we are about, always comes into our arena, as like energies always attract like energies. This incredible creature from the sea, volunteered to assist with the soul decision of Steve Irwin to depart. This man had a tremendous amount of heart. He oozed it wherever he went and with all he encountered. What a perfect alignment then, to go out through the energy of the heart.

The combination of the heart energy, the animal kingdom, and Steve Irwin created a perfect alignment for who he was in all ways.

And this was the energetic portal that he left through.

CRIKEY!!!!!

WE MISS YOU!

This Memorial was Written and Created by Cynthia

September 29th 2006.

 

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Enneagram Numbers

I am a forest, and a night of dark trees: but he who is not afraid of my darkness, will find banks full of roses under my cypresses.
– Friedrich Nietzsche


H A P P Y  H A L L O W E E N

Great to read this blog by:

The song that brought me to this awesome and remarkable music was posted by a friend. It was called “Saturn”. It is mesmerizing, the lights, the words.

Blessings of Hope and Love to all those experiencing the darkness of nights.

 

Many are of the equation that our Life Path number and our Enneagram number are the same. Upon much research I have found this to be true only occasionally and not in every instance. My life path is 6 but my Enneagram is 5.

The word Enneagram comes from two Greek words and simply means, “nine pointed diagram.” Knowledge of the Enneagram may go back several thousand years

While the Enneagram system shares little with traditional Christian doctrine or spirituality, it also shares little with the methods and criteria of modern science.

This is so ME:

The drive to understand

The fear in not having the answers

Self Protect

Mental exploration

Complex

Non Attachment

Boundaries

Withdrawn

Faithful friend

Privacy

Research

Inquisitive

Lives in a mind castle

Deeply Sensitive

Emotional detachment

Over Think

Withdraw socially

Introverted

Seek to understand anything and everything

Almost always Right

Looking ahead

Fives sometimes deal with this by developing a minimalist lifestyle in which they make few demands on others in exchange for few demands being made on them.

Simplicity

Synchronicity

Lyrics:

Sleeping At Last (Five)

I want to watch the universe expand
I want to break it into pieces, small enough to understand
And put it all back together again

In the quiet of my private collection
It feels like an out of body experience
But something gets lost from a safe distance

And now I can’t put my mind to rest
And I can’t help but second guess
Living behind this one-way mirror
I’m hypnotized by this anomaly
Such strange uncharted territory

A white flag waves in the dark between my head and my heart
My armor falls apart
As if I could let myself be seen, even deeply known
Like I was already brave enough to let go

And now I want to generously lose
This energy that I’ve been hanging onto so desperately

I finally feel the universe expand—
It’s hidden in heartbeats, exhales
And in the hope of open hands

All lyrics can be found here:

https://www.musixmatch.com/artist/Sleeping-At-Last#

Sources:

“a song for each of the nine unique and beautiful Enneagram types. It is all about Human Life. More particularly, it’s about involuntary human development – the basic foundation that the Human experience is built upon. The vital ingredients that we were born with.”

Ryan O’Neal

All About the Man

http://www.sleepingatlast.com/about/

I had heard much of his music in various TV programs and commercials and they always resonated so much with me. Since finding “Sleeping At Last” I feel as if a light-bulb has been lit permanently in my mind.

Podcast on the making of the ENNEAGRAM Atlas Two Series

http://www.sleepingatlast.com/blog/2018/6/8/five

http://www.sleepingatlast.com/atlas

Find out your ENNEAGRAM NUMBER

https://lonerwolf.com/enneagram-test/

https://www.enneagraminstitute.com/type-descriptions/

I edited the photo with Corel Paintshop Pro 8.

“I am a forest, and a night of dark trees: but he who is not afraid of my darkness, will find banks full of roses under my cypresses.

– Friedrich Nietzsche

Life Path #6

The Darkness of Nights always seem to come around the time of my birthday.


The spider web weaves what no fly should touch…just saying

“There is no black or white. . . it’s all shades of grey.”

“Take that little bull and tie him up out side”

The tracks of the tears, fears and years that led me here.

“Hello darkness my old friend, I’ve come to talk with you again”

Life Path Number 6

The Perfect song for me

Six” (Lyric Video) | Sleeping At Last

LYRICS:

SIX

I had the most vivid dream…
my feet had left the ground,
I was floating to heaven
but I could only look down.
my mind was heavy,
running ragged with worst case scenarios,
emergency exits and the distance below.
i woke up so worried that the angels let go.

I’m so tired
of being afraid.

what would it feel like
to put this baggage down?
if I’m being honest,
I’m not sure I’d know how.

I want to take shelter but I’m ready, ready to fight
and somewhere in the middle I feel a little paralyzed
but maybe I’m stronger than i realize

I want to believe
no, I choose to believe
that I was made to become
a sanctuary.

fear won’t go away
but I can keep it at bay
and these invisible walls
just might keep us safe.
with vigilant heart,

I’ll push into the dark
but I’ll learn to breathe deep
and make peace with the stars.
is that courage or faith
to show up everyday?
to trust that there will be light
always waiting behind
even the darkest of nights

and no matter what,
somehow we’ll be okay.
don’t be afraid.

You have a great bond and understanding of animals

You have concern for the weak and the downtrodden. You are a healer and a helper to others. You are capable of giving comfort to those in need and will frequently offer a shoulder for others to cry on.

You must find the balance between help and interference. In the same way, you must learn the delicate art of the counselor who knows when to leave the struggle to others and when to avoid taking away the necessary experiences and lessons of life. You are naturally balanced. Therefore, you are well equipped to support and ground others in times of trial.

You Strive For Balance

It is in your nature to take on responsibility – you often fill the void left by others – and do not turn away from personal sacrifice. At times, you may feel overburdened by the travails of others. However, the love others bestow upon you is your well deserved reward. You try to maintain harmony within the family or group, balancing and fusing divergent forces.

You are generous, kind, and attractive. You are often admired even adored which baffles you. You are humble and yet you carry a deep pride.

Appreciate Your Talents

The temptation and the danger for you is to think of yourself as the savior of the world, carrying the burdens of others on your shoulders.

You are blessed with a great deal of charm and charisma, which you use effectively to attract the people and support you need.

It will be good for you to spend time alone or in quiet activities, as free from outside responsibilities as possible. Your capacity for research and understanding is at its very best.

You may feel isolated and alone, but do not understand why.
You will learn the importance of close friends and lasting relationships. You will learn to give and, when necessary, sacrifice.

This is the one true way to true friendship and lasting love.

Information gleamed from Token Rock

https://www.tokenrock.com/numerology/life-path-6.html

https://www.buildingbeautifulsouls.com/symbols-meanings/numerology-meanings/numerology-calculator/

Cycles of Pain,Conflict and Drama

The bottom line? Someone doesn’t have to be a bad person to not be good for you.


 

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I was reminded of something of importance last evening in a overt manner .

As a former drama queen it resonated with me.

Many are similar in dealing with the aftermath of breakups in relationships.

I can not fault anyone for the ongoing drama in the rollercoaster of one’s mind.

The what if’s and why scenario’s.
Why did he do this too me?
Why did I allow him to treat me so badly IF it could only inadvertently result in relationship deterioration and breakdowns. Why did I tolerate the crap so long?
We become so desensitized to the conflict drama and ongoing belittlement of us.We get used to feeling like we in fact must be the crazee one, or why would they not have loved us as they promised too do in the beginnings of the relationship.

The Path Forward

Initially, he’s the man of your dreams, then he becomes maddeningly unavailable.This is coming from a deep place of fear that he’s not hearing or understanding you, so you feel compelled to pursue a resolution very intensely.

Depending on the guy, he’ll either give in and continue the fight or pull away and make you feel even more neglected.
It’s easy to chalk that up to the men you’re in a relationship with.

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While they certainly may be at fault if you truly start to feel as though they’re always the same, you might be the common denominator.
You~They may have a self-imposed doormat policy in effect and not even know it.

The important thing to remember is it’s this loss of routine that is causing you pain. Don’t make the mistake of misinterpreting this pain as being intrinsically connected to the love you shared with your ex.

Settling means, at some level, you resent (i.e. resist) some of these differences but choose to live with them because it would be too uncomfortable or scary to do otherwise. The trouble with settling is it tends to grow like a cancer until you’ve found that your entire relationship is just one big resentment-filled settlement (i.e. you are now officially just roommates).

or perhaps THEY are like a comfy pair of bedroom slippers you have a problem letting go of.

In psychology, desensitization is defined as the diminished emotional responsiveness to a negative, aversion or positive stimulus after repeated exposure to it.

Some persons have a defined relationship where they thrive on drama … They have become addicted to the dysfunction, the toxicity of their relationship to the point that they have lost the meaning of what is healthy, what is normal, and what they as individuals deserve.

Drama is like a game of ping pong. Someone has to hit the ball back to you if you want to have a game. When you refuse to play, their drama gets diffused. As they see your commitment to this new way of life, their drama will begin to decrease.

The bottom line? Someone doesn’t have to be a bad person to not be good for you.

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and you are not a bad person for wanting too be happy in a dysfunctional world of betrayals.

Meanderings to 22

A new outlook on separation…
permanent is forever


Meandering On to 22

Them Dems are never Happy, now they say the bill Trump signed yesterday paves the way for asylum seekers too find it may be harder to acquire.

“Those who criticize the enforcement of our laws have offered only one countermeasure: open borders, the quick release of all illegal alien families and the decision not to enforce our laws,” she said. “This policy would be disastrous.”

Can you just imagine our USA with OPEN borders,no rules, let them all in. Not a pretty visual too me.

 

“As Trump continues to come off of his controversial policy separating immigrant children from their families at the southern border, he opened up the event by remarking that “you never hear” about those who’ve been “permanently separated” from their loved ones. “These are the American citizens permanently separated from their loved ones. The word ‘permanently’ being the word that you have to think about…They’re not separated for a day or two days. These are the families that the media ignores. They don’t talk about them. Very unfair. We have to look at everybody, but this is a very unfair situation.” The speech went on with Trump slamming Democrats for being “weak” on immigration and the media for not doing more to cover “the death and destruction caused by people who shouldn’t be here.” He continued to hammer at the “indifference” shown to the angel families, dismiss illegal immigrant crime statistics, and complain that America’s immigration laws are “the weakest in the history of the world.”

Main stream media does not report this.

On UTUBE it has just 157 Likes.

Remember Louie Armstrong “It’s a wonderful world?”

I also really like Eva Cassidy’s version of it. So beautifully she sang. Her life cut so short by Melanoma.

My revised version:

I see millions of people coming across our borders
with crying children at their heels
Burdening our already overwhelmed system of caring for our own citizens
I see a divided Congress that puts blame on which ever political Party is in office at the moment
I see a corrupt and biased FBI and Internal Affairs with hidden and catastrophic agenda’s
While in office of the Presidency; the The Democrats wanted the same thing President Trump wants.
It just seems he is making a stronger and more sincere effort.
The Democrats can not accept that at any cost or reasoning.
It doesn’t seem like such a beautiful world anymore too me.

“THE DEFINITION OF BIAS: “These exact same FBI agents and attorney prejudged the outcome of the Russia investigation before it even began. If prejudging the outcome of an investigation before it ends and prejudging the outcome of an investigation before it begins is not evidence of outcome determinate bias, for the life of me I don’t know what would be. That is textbook bias.”

The so-called Elite in Hollywood are going berserk. Threatening comments and Tweets from Peter Fonda, Tom Arnold, Kathy Gifford top those made by Robert De Nero and others towards The President and our First Lady’s son Barron.

So much media frenzy propaganda, now not only focusing on Separation at the Border but ICE.

Oh and what The First Lady wears to the detainment Site on the Texas border.

Cynthia Nixon says ICE is a Terrorist Organization.

Facts in the City OK Cynthia Nixon.

 

 

 

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The Source

 

“The crisis in humanity at the border has been going on for years, but TIME is clearly making an editorial statement at this juncture by choosing to cast Trump as the boogeyman for all of immigration’s ills.”

“The original version of this story misstated what happened to the girl in the photo after she taken from the scene. The girl was not carried away screaming by U.S. Border Patrol agents; her mother picked her up and the two were taken away together.”

“It makes their point towards the agenda rather than the true facts”

A new outlook on separation…

permanent is forever

Knowledge, freedom, and the brutal truths of reality (red pill)

Security, happiness and the blissful ignorance of illusion (blue pill)

Meanderings on the Daily

How many of our loved ones have too be killed, raped, tortured, by illegals that have no right to be here ?


 

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I am going to do a follow-up on this week’s IG overviews, Hill walking in the woods for free card, immigration reform.

Since watching “Shelter” and seeing the filthy streets of San Francisco, tent cities in what once were beautiful and desired tourist destinations. The plight of our own poorly treated homeless Vets.

A hard yet true fact that is played out in the media every day of late is the fact that Democrats would rather raise Cain about Trump and his tearing children from their parents.

They would do well to remember and be very concerned that we as taxpayers are footing the bill to take care of these children. They are used as pawns, chits that cross illegally with either their parents or even worse yet, the trunk kids that are crossing with drug dealers, low life’s,  gangs,and thieves from these other countries.

The Documentary that had me spellbound

Not to forget all our homeless children and families that are living below poverty levels that exist in every city in our USA.

http://www.icphusa.org/national/really-counting-americas-homeless-families/

How many of our loved ones have too be killed, raped, tortured, by illegals that have no right to be here ?

Where is the compassion, the outcry for them ?

Clips from Obama, Bill and Hillary just a few years back on immigration.

Bill in 1995:

Obama in 2013:

Hillary in 2014:

The hatred of our President is incomprehensible.

President Trump, His view on immigration 2018:

 

NEWS as I wrote this day June 20 th 2018

Home Land Security has requested the President to sign off on a Stand alone loop-hole bill and then deal with the other issues.

http://www.foxnews.com/politics/2018/06/20/trump-signs-executive-order-to-stop-family-separations-at-border.html

What he signed:

https://www.whitehouse.gov/presidential-actions/affording-congress-opportunity-address-family-separation/?utm_source=twitter&utm_medium=social&utm_campaign=wh

Meandering Down the Rabbit Hole

Perhaps we should vacate the boggy swamp and play coherently in the sandbox. A different outcome that will possibly placate all involved.


https://www.dhs.gov/news/2018/06/18/myth-vs-fact-dhs-zero-tolerance-policy

Just my opinions…

Very little credit was given to President Trump for the Summit meeting last week with Kim Jung Un. The fact that he accomplished what he did was a wonderful forward motion in securing our nation against the threat of  nuclear missiles that would start a War that would not end well for anyone.

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The NEWS this week is all about the IG Reports, the lies, the facts.

Can we say BIAS yet ? The FBI finds it a major difficult word to pronounce?

Hillary continues her walks in the woods, unscathed, no culpability.

I believe when Peter Strzok  comes forward to vindicate his self that we will have a better understanding of the FBI. The elite swamp fox at the very TOP are the worse.

His comments about stopping Trump back fired to some extent. He helped Hillary lose and didn’t even realize it. His intent was to STOP TRUMP.

Now he wants to clarify. That should be interesting.

Oh and thanks to James Comey he helped turn the tide towards the Trump man and away from the HILL.
Not what he intended by a Long shot was it?

We the American people need to rise up and demand that those in the wrong that parlay the RIGHT be subject to Firing and Culpability. Prison time for their misdeeds who ever they may be.

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Now, the Left has found another worthy news detriment.

The Immigration loopholes are at the forefront. Fake news at it’s finest.

IMHO~

OMG,  mainstream media shows kids in cages.

These parents bring their kids illegally across the border, the parents are arrested for breaking OUR 0 Tolerance laws, of course the children are detained.

We have millions of homeless and starving children already in our overburdened system.
The detained children in a sense have it better than our homeless children.
They are not in cages.

Please people this is a political WAR.
It is a (Loop Hole Law) that has been on the books forever; way before Trump.

The only difference is he makes an effort to enforce the Laws and gets shot down at every turn.

Between Fake News Media and Holly weird Illuminati’s. It is a whitchy Hunt.

Our country overflows with children who are in the system, in foster care, on welfare. Why is their voice not heard ? When they turn 18, what happens too them?

The children crossing our border are the victims (Pawns) here.

The parents or fake parents , are in some cases using them too gain access. The biological parents breaking our laws know the consequences of illegal entry. If they do not want to be separated they need to seek asylum at designated ports of entry.

Any American citizen that breaks the law eventually will be separated from their children. What is so hard to understand ?

Jun 17

This misreporting by Members, press & advocacy groups must stop. It is irresponsible and unproductive. As I have said many times before, if you are seeking asylum for your family, there is no reason to break the law and illegally cross between ports of entry.

You are not breaking the law by seeking asylum at a port of entry.

For those seeking asylum at ports of entry, we have continued the policy from previous Administrations and will only separate if the child is in danger, there is no custodial relationship between ‘family’ members, or if the adult has broken a law.

 

For those bashing Trump, and media lies that he called them Animals.  He called MS-13 Animals as they are. There must be a far worse description for them.

Bill Clinton passed a law in 1996 that separated children from adults illegally entering America.

And liberals cheered.

Obama enforced this same law throughout his entire presidency.

Remember Elian Gonzelez was only 6 years old when he was found at sea, clinging for life to a raft. His mother drowned during the trip, but he was rescued by U.S. authorities and placed for a time with relatives in Miami. His father, Juan Miguel, ultimately won the right to bring him back to Cuba.

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And liberals cheered.

President Trump is now left to “deal with it.”

and Deal he will.

I will take the red pill over the blue pill any day of the week.

I want to be awake going down the rabbit hole.

 

 

Listen to this specifically @ 4:00

Sessions “If we build a wall, if we pass some legislation, we close some loop holes we won’t face these terrible choices”

Perhaps we should vacate the boggy swamp and play coherently in the sandbox. A different outcome that will possibly placate all involved.