Meandering to 20

So I have neglected my blogs

Life took precedence and I am living it

This year so far I find that I am free of Hep C after treatment of three months with Epclusa. I am super stoked


I am feeling so much better after recovering from the loss of my Minnie Purrfection on March 7 th 2018. I miss her terribly. She was 15. I adopted her when she was 11 months old. Then a moped incident March 21 2018 where I suffered two broken ribs.

My sleep has finally been caught up and my dreams are off the charts amazing as usual.

May was a time of reunions and  a wedding. Persons I had not seen in over 25 years visited and shared their happiness with me.

So I have neglected my blogs

Life took precedence and I am living it

So again folks back to my Meanderings

4:15 PM 4/22/2018

Flannel shirts and long soft skirts
Wind blowing through my hair
Letter writing in the sunny spots
Don’t need the shade on this Spring day
Thoughts in mind Of times gone by
Always on a road less traveled

by Cynthia J

Ocean Tide Caves

(Caves of Hercules)

Been to London

Big Ben, Piccadilly Circus, changing of the guards at Buckingham Palace, rowing on the river Thames, double decker buses

Seen Hair at the The Shaftesbury Theatre

Been to France

Traveled by Train through Spain

Passing Sunflowers in the Rain

Transfixed by island of Es Vedra Sirens of the Sea


Rode camels in the Moroccan desert

Sit in ruins of mammoth caves
of Myths and Hercules Legions engraved
at times secluded by the tide

Walked the maze of Tangier streets
Following white feathers

Medina’s filled with spice and trinkets

Smelled the Moroccan Rose with Jasmine entwined

Views of Gibraltar from the vine filled terrace
Snow capped Rif and Atlas Mountains

Sipping mint tea from Baba’s Cafe
Smoking Kif and Hashish

My ever watchful mother’s eye on a two-year old
with wanderlust

Moments on Polaroid confiscated
Of this special place and time

Prose by Cynthia J

9:41 PM 4/22/2018

To make or become extremely thin, especially as a result of starvation.



The act of freeing oneself from the custody of his/her parents or legal guardian and, thus, making the transition to most aspects of adult life.


to waste away


8:15 PM 4/28/2018

Reading “The Secret of the Shadow” and listening to The Sounds of Silence.

And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening
People writing songs that voices never shared
No one dared
Disturb the sound of silence

8:17 PM 4/28/2018

However, if you continue to be caught up in outer events and tied to your past traumas, anger and resentments, you will keep those around you somewhat caught up as well.

3:04 PM 4/29/2018

Your daily truth from Brave Living…

Dear Listening Soul,

Sometimes we KNOW we should say something, or do something, or write something, or show up somewhere, or give something away, or call someone, or make the first move with an idea, BUT IT IS JUST TOO SCARY.

SOUL DEEP urges are little sparkles of magic that are seeds to VERY BIG THINGS. Sometimes we are THE ONLY ONE who has the seed, and if it doesn’t get planted, the big, amazing, magic thing will never grow.

Sometimes we have JUST THE RIGHT MEDICINE to someone else’s soul sickness.

Sometimes we have the very idea that will change EVERYTHING.

Sometimes we are the answer to someone’s desperate prayers.

So, dear friend, even if it is scary, scarier than you could ever even explain, DO IT ANYWAY. Very important things depend on it. It is no coincidence. It is the real deal.

You are so very loved, so very needed. And that voice in your heart is WISER THAN WISE. Trust it.

6:47 PM 4/30/2018

It’s a beautiful day in the Keys

Almost May

I’m not wasting my brain
Thinking about You

Mundane Things

Phone numbers changed

It’s taken me some time
To delete you from my mind

There’s No recycle on my horizon
No more forgiveness in my heart for you

The Drama in my journey is over

The Phoenix Awakened

© Cynthia Martz

12:27 PM 5/1/2018

men of quality that believe in equality~Katy Perry

1:41 PM 5/3/2018

“Opportunity dances with those who ARE already on the dance floor.

H. Jackson Brown, Jr.”

The Flying Fickle Finger of Fate Award goes to The States Congress established 1781 for ignoring 200 million citizens and gun laws.

11:37 AM 5/6/2018
Both Sides Now
Joni Mitchell

But now it’s just another show
You leave ’em laughing when you go
And if you care, don’t let them know
Don’t give yourself away

Bloodstone is a deep green stone with red splotches that look like drops of blood, which is how it got its name. It is known as the stone of courage, and perseverance and it can be very helpful as you face the daily stresses of life.

Find your piece of dark green bloodstone and carry it in your pocket or purse where you can reach it to touch when you feel anxious or stressed.

Bloodstone will assist in removing obstacles in your path and will bring you the strength and courage to make the changes necessary to lead a less stressful life.


7:19 PM 5/7/2018

I felt the warm water cascading over my forehead as the water jets twirled me around.

I heard the winds carrying the sand over the desert.

I heard the bubbling brook on a summer’s day.

The wildflowers (palm-trees) swaying in the breeze.
I felt like I was in my mother’s womb safe and protected.

Be Here Now.

No more worries about our past and no thinking overly much on the future.
Enjoying each and every day we wake to another day of Life.


12:18 PM 5/24/2018


Actually if you think about it we are ALL already being used in some form or fashion by our very own NWO.

We are given access too scripts for drugs that in all probability are what causes individuals severe problems years down the road. Vaccinations that cause more problems than the good they are intended for.

Mental illness that needs to be addressed; instead of medicated to the extent of zombie immobilized persons walking our streets.

So many issues that are passed by because so much extended HELP is given to third world entities that have something we want. OIL comes to mine.

Our Justice system is what it is. So many persons believe the scriptures and take the verse in Matt 5:38 as a reason for validating the Death Penalty.
Then the contradiction is added which confuses:
“You have heard that it was said,  ‘An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth.’ But I tell you… whoever slaps you on your right cheek, turn the other to him also.”

Our world even with all it’s flaws and ugliness, murder and mayhem still radiates perfection in Nature and the underlying hope of better days we as individuals desire.

Who in their right mind would harm anyone knowing they would be subject too such procedures ?
The point being persons that have no regard for human life usually don’t care one way or the other.

Sometimes a delete and reformat comes too my mind.

Something else I can not understand. If someone is sentenced to Death get on with it. Don’t drag the inevitable out for years in appellate courts hoping for a different outcome on an already done deal.

I realized he was not the diamond I thought he was. He in fact was just another Rolling Stone that got tossed back in the ocean by me.