Enneagram Numbers

I am a forest, and a night of dark trees: but he who is not afraid of my darkness, will find banks full of roses under my cypresses.
– Friedrich Nietzsche


H A P P Y  H A L L O W E E N

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The song that brought me to this awesome and remarkable music was posted by a friend. It was called “Saturn”. It is mesmerizing, the lights, the words.

Blessings of Hope and Love to all those experiencing the darkness of nights.

 

Many are of the equation that our Life Path number and our Enneagram number are the same. Upon much research I have found this to be true only occasionally and not in every instance. My life path is 6 but my Enneagram is 5.

The word Enneagram comes from two Greek words and simply means, “nine pointed diagram.” Knowledge of the Enneagram may go back several thousand years

While the Enneagram system shares little with traditional Christian doctrine or spirituality, it also shares little with the methods and criteria of modern science.

This is so ME:

The drive to understand

The fear in not having the answers

Self Protect

Mental exploration

Complex

Non Attachment

Boundaries

Withdrawn

Faithful friend

Privacy

Research

Inquisitive

Lives in a mind castle

Deeply Sensitive

Emotional detachment

Over Think

Withdraw socially

Introverted

Seek to understand anything and everything

Almost always Right

Looking ahead

Fives sometimes deal with this by developing a minimalist lifestyle in which they make few demands on others in exchange for few demands being made on them.

Simplicity

Synchronicity

Lyrics:

Sleeping At Last (Five)

I want to watch the universe expand
I want to break it into pieces, small enough to understand
And put it all back together again

In the quiet of my private collection
It feels like an out of body experience
But something gets lost from a safe distance

And now I can’t put my mind to rest
And I can’t help but second guess
Living behind this one-way mirror
I’m hypnotized by this anomaly
Such strange uncharted territory

A white flag waves in the dark between my head and my heart
My armor falls apart
As if I could let myself be seen, even deeply known
Like I was already brave enough to let go

And now I want to generously lose
This energy that I’ve been hanging onto so desperately

I finally feel the universe expand—
It’s hidden in heartbeats, exhales
And in the hope of open hands

All lyrics can be found here:

https://www.musixmatch.com/artist/Sleeping-At-Last#

Sources:

“a song for each of the nine unique and beautiful Enneagram types. It is all about Human Life. More particularly, it’s about involuntary human development – the basic foundation that the Human experience is built upon. The vital ingredients that we were born with.”

Ryan O’Neal

All About the Man

http://www.sleepingatlast.com/about/

I had heard much of his music in various TV programs and commercials and they always resonated so much with me. Since finding “Sleeping At Last” I feel as if a light-bulb has been lit permanently in my mind.

Podcast on the making of the ENNEAGRAM Atlas Two Series

http://www.sleepingatlast.com/blog/2018/6/8/five

http://www.sleepingatlast.com/atlas

Find out your ENNEAGRAM NUMBER

https://lonerwolf.com/enneagram-test/

https://www.enneagraminstitute.com/type-descriptions/

I edited the photo with Corel Paintshop Pro 8.

“I am a forest, and a night of dark trees: but he who is not afraid of my darkness, will find banks full of roses under my cypresses.

– Friedrich Nietzsche

Life Path #6

The Darkness of Nights always seem to come around the time of my birthday.


The spider web weaves what no fly should touch…just saying

“There is no black or white. . . it’s all shades of grey.”

“Take that little bull and tie him up out side”

The tracks of the tears, fears and years that led me here.

“Hello darkness my old friend, I’ve come to talk with you again”

Life Path Number 6

The Perfect song for me

Six” (Lyric Video) | Sleeping At Last

LYRICS:

SIX

I had the most vivid dream…
my feet had left the ground,
I was floating to heaven
but I could only look down.
my mind was heavy,
running ragged with worst case scenarios,
emergency exits and the distance below.
i woke up so worried that the angels let go.

I’m so tired
of being afraid.

what would it feel like
to put this baggage down?
if I’m being honest,
I’m not sure I’d know how.

I want to take shelter but I’m ready, ready to fight
and somewhere in the middle I feel a little paralyzed
but maybe I’m stronger than i realize

I want to believe
no, I choose to believe
that I was made to become
a sanctuary.

fear won’t go away
but I can keep it at bay
and these invisible walls
just might keep us safe.
with vigilant heart,

I’ll push into the dark
but I’ll learn to breathe deep
and make peace with the stars.
is that courage or faith
to show up everyday?
to trust that there will be light
always waiting behind
even the darkest of nights

and no matter what,
somehow we’ll be okay.
don’t be afraid.

You have a great bond and understanding of animals

You have concern for the weak and the downtrodden. You are a healer and a helper to others. You are capable of giving comfort to those in need and will frequently offer a shoulder for others to cry on.

You must find the balance between help and interference. In the same way, you must learn the delicate art of the counselor who knows when to leave the struggle to others and when to avoid taking away the necessary experiences and lessons of life. You are naturally balanced. Therefore, you are well equipped to support and ground others in times of trial.

You Strive For Balance

It is in your nature to take on responsibility – you often fill the void left by others – and do not turn away from personal sacrifice. At times, you may feel overburdened by the travails of others. However, the love others bestow upon you is your well deserved reward. You try to maintain harmony within the family or group, balancing and fusing divergent forces.

You are generous, kind, and attractive. You are often admired even adored which baffles you. You are humble and yet you carry a deep pride.

Appreciate Your Talents

The temptation and the danger for you is to think of yourself as the savior of the world, carrying the burdens of others on your shoulders.

You are blessed with a great deal of charm and charisma, which you use effectively to attract the people and support you need.

It will be good for you to spend time alone or in quiet activities, as free from outside responsibilities as possible. Your capacity for research and understanding is at its very best.

You may feel isolated and alone, but do not understand why.
You will learn the importance of close friends and lasting relationships. You will learn to give and, when necessary, sacrifice.

This is the one true way to true friendship and lasting love.

Information gleamed from Token Rock

https://www.tokenrock.com/numerology/life-path-6.html

https://www.buildingbeautifulsouls.com/symbols-meanings/numerology-meanings/numerology-calculator/

Listening to the Universe


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The universe is always offering us signs to help us, we just need to slow down and pay attention.

“A Taurus New Moon is an especially fertile time to plant a seed of a new thought, a vision, a plan or a goal. Plant a literal seed to symbolize your plans and then nurture them to help them grow strong. “

Dark Moon

This past week I somehow have been drawn to the Be Here Now, Live in the present stance. I have listened to motivation speakers where letting go of ego is of utmost importance.

Truly wanting a change and asking the Universe for it.

The message I heard spoke too me.

So I paid attention. Yesterday afternoon, a sudden urge to stop smoking cigarettes became of much importance too me.

I have not had one cigarette since.

This dissociation from a life of addiction from numerous situations including drugs, alcohol, toxic relationships and now cigarettes is in one sense overwhelming.

“I am Ready” and for Universe to bless me with such optimism and clarity is such an IN THE Face sign too me.

I have tried to stop smoking many times. Now I realize you can want to stop,  but in actuality if you are not ready it just isn’t happening.

Than today’s Daily Om comes in my email box and another sign. It is dated May 20 th 2015 and is called “Dark Night of the Soul” I have written much on this very subject.

“The dark night of the soul invites us to fully recognize the confines of our egos’ identity.”
There’s the synchronicity again.

Egos.

More on this

Dark Night

Addiction grips you in that dark night and the pain is so very real.

Many years ago, I remember sobbing uncontrollably on some one’s shoulder. The kind of sobs and wailing’s that take your breath away.

For me, cigarettes filled a void for me. It was as if I have conquered all these demons, those dark nights and I smoke. So what. My life, my decision.

Now, I am thinking about my life, my grandchildren, my daughter. I want to stick around for great-grandchildren.

I want to be healthy.

I want the freedom of being smoke free.

My animals will love me more.

Such tiny lungs to endure my indiscretions of filling my home with chemicals from cigarette smoke.

A new journey for me.

Day 2.

The signs continue. I was looking up the posts that I had quoted from and up pops this:

New Moon

Daily Messages from Dr. Standley – February 2013


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2014 The Year of the Green Wooden Horse


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2014 The Year of the Green Wooden Horse

Scorpio 2014

The Green Horse

The Fourth Horse of Revelation is Islam.
It is one of four prevailing spirits in the world.
It is identified in Bible prophecy in Revelation and Zechariah.

This is an amazing subject!

SO, THESE ARE THE FOUR HORSES of the apocalypse. 


They are also the FIRST FOUR SEALS of the Seven Seals of Revelation 5. 


SEAL ONE – White horse – Catholic Church had a bow and a crown (the pope wears a tiara – triple crown) conquering globally. (Read the history of the RCC and the Crusades.)


SEAL TWO – Red horse – Communism – took peace from earth, killing with a great sword. Red Communism  killed more people in the twentieth century than any other power at any time in history. Lenin, Stalin and Mao killed about 55 MILLION PEOPLE.


SEAL THREE – Black horse – Capitalism – (a pair of balances and a commodities report – measure of wheat for a penny, barley, wine and oil at a price.) 


SEAL FOUR – GREEN HORSE – Islam – DEATH and HELL FOLLOWED. Need I say more?


SEAL FIVE  is a pronouncement concerning those who must be martyred during the Great Tribulation. 


SEAL SIX  is the earthquake and other natural phenomenon that accompany the Battle of Armageddon. 


SEAL SEVEN is half-hour of silence in heaven at its conclusion.

Just Food for Thoughts

Source:

Ken Raggio

 

Onward We Go


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For the strength of the pack is the wolf
And the strength of the wolf is the pack
~Rudyard Kipling~

The Hopi Poem

THIS IS THE HOUR…

You have been telling people that this is the eleventh hour. Now you must go back and tell people, this is the hour!

And there are things to be considered Where are you living?
what are you doing?
what are your relationships?

are you in right relation? Where is your water?
Know your garden
It is time to speak your truth Create your community

Be good to yourself

Do not look outside for a leader
This could be a great time!

There is a river flowing very fast
It is so great and fast that that there are those who will be afraid They will hold on to the shore

They will feel as if they are being torn apart and they will suffer greatly

Know that the river has its destination. The Elders say we must let go of the shore, push off into the middle of the river, keep our eyes open

and our heads above the water.

See who is in there with you and celebrate

Gather yourselves. Banish the word ‘struggle’ from your vocabulary

All that we do now must be done in sacred manner and celebration

At this time, we are to take nothing personally, least of all ourselves

For the moment we do our spiritual growth comes to a halt. The time of the lone wolf is over.

We are the ones that we have been waiting for.

~The Elders, Oraibi, Hopi Nation.

Source:

Water Signs