Life Path #6

The Darkness of Nights always seem to come around the time of my birthday.

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The spider web weaves what no fly should touch…just saying

“There is no black or white. . . it’s all shades of grey.”

“Take that little bull and tie him up out side”

The tracks of the tears, fears and years that led me here.

“Hello darkness my old friend, I’ve come to talk with you again”

Life Path Number 6

The Perfect song for me

Six” (Lyric Video) | Sleeping At Last

LYRICS:

SIX

I had the most vivid dream…
my feet had left the ground,
I was floating to heaven
but I could only look down.
my mind was heavy,
running ragged with worst case scenarios,
emergency exits and the distance below.
i woke up so worried that the angels let go.

I’m so tired
of being afraid.

what would it feel like
to put this baggage down?
if I’m being honest,
I’m not sure I’d know how.

I want to take shelter but I’m ready, ready to fight
and somewhere in the middle I feel a little paralyzed
but maybe I’m stronger than i realize

I want to believe
no, I choose to believe
that I was made to become
a sanctuary.

fear won’t go away
but I can keep it at bay
and these invisible walls
just might keep us safe.
with vigilant heart,

I’ll push into the dark
but I’ll learn to breathe deep
and make peace with the stars.
is that courage or faith
to show up everyday?
to trust that there will be light
always waiting behind
even the darkest of nights

and no matter what,
somehow we’ll be okay.
don’t be afraid.

You have a great bond and understanding of animals

You have concern for the weak and the downtrodden. You are a healer and a helper to others. You are capable of giving comfort to those in need and will frequently offer a shoulder for others to cry on.

You must find the balance between help and interference. In the same way, you must learn the delicate art of the counselor who knows when to leave the struggle to others and when to avoid taking away the necessary experiences and lessons of life. You are naturally balanced. Therefore, you are well equipped to support and ground others in times of trial.

You Strive For Balance

It is in your nature to take on responsibility – you often fill the void left by others – and do not turn away from personal sacrifice. At times, you may feel overburdened by the travails of others. However, the love others bestow upon you is your well deserved reward. You try to maintain harmony within the family or group, balancing and fusing divergent forces.

You are generous, kind, and attractive. You are often admired even adored which baffles you. You are humble and yet you carry a deep pride.

Appreciate Your Talents

The temptation and the danger for you is to think of yourself as the savior of the world, carrying the burdens of others on your shoulders.

You are blessed with a great deal of charm and charisma, which you use effectively to attract the people and support you need.

It will be good for you to spend time alone or in quiet activities, as free from outside responsibilities as possible. Your capacity for research and understanding is at its very best.

You may feel isolated and alone, but do not understand why.
You will learn the importance of close friends and lasting relationships. You will learn to give and, when necessary, sacrifice.

This is the one true way to true friendship and lasting love.

Information gleamed from Token Rock

https://www.tokenrock.com/numerology/life-path-6.html

https://www.buildingbeautifulsouls.com/symbols-meanings/numerology-meanings/numerology-calculator/

Daymare Naps and Nocturnal Nights


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During my nap today.
I dreamed I was in my house.
Everything was in place and clean.
When I woke their was all kinds of furniture, dishes, clothes in the front room. The exterminator was spraying a huge bird that had flown in.
He fell to the floor and I noticed he was so beautiful,

a phoenix bird.
To dream of a phoenix stands for rebirth and eternal life. It may also indicate a past that continues to haunt you.

I immediately started reviving him so I could free him.
I told the men to leave because I had animals and did not want the poisonous sprays getting into there tiny lungs.
I also told them to take all that furniture and stuff with them.

3/25/2016
Large house. I with the cats,dogs and other people’s babies were there.

The clock said 1 AM but it was really 6:30 AM.

I told them to lower the music or I would have her evicted. She was looking around and saying “what did you do with this and where is my little trinkets ?”

I told her I did nothing with her stuff which in my dream I had not.

The dog was writhing and howling in pain, the cats were all crying and babies were screaming.

That is when we noticed the brown paper layers that were in front of a unique shelving. We began tearing them off one by one and nothing was there but empty shelving.

All our crystals and keepsakes gone.

The dog died and froze.

I was holding on to Minnie but she wanted down.

A lady was sitting in a chair and said what the heck is that and turned it upside down.

Babies still alive, but dying fell on the floor screaming, covered in scorpions and spiders.

That is when we first saw the crawlers, the poisonous spiders, red tipped scorpions that kill with one sting.

They were everywhere as if someone had came in and released them too do their deathly deeds.

I was awakened suddenly by Shy Cat howling in a way I had never heard before.
A forlorn, cry. Than total silence.

I got up to check on him, my cats and birdies.
I made coffee.
I can not sleep now.

I have been drinking lots of water. I went to bed at 1.
Did not watch anything craze on TV before sleeping.

Dreams of Spiders:

Source

Spiders

To dream of a spider denotes that you are being ignored and overlooked by others. Perhaps you feel that it is best to avoid someone or something that will only influence you negatively. The spider also represents female strengths and intensity. It may be implying that there is some entity trying to keep you safe from your own actions. If you kill a spider, it indicates that you will soon face hardships and obstacles.
To see a spider spinning a web implies that your energies and exertions will result in great gifts. This can be in the form of career advancement, elevation in social status, or prosperity. Spiders represent imagination and artistic nature.
On a negative note, spiders may suggest that you feel stuck in a negative relationship. Perhaps your significant other is being too dependent on you. It can indicate that you are being influenced by someone or something that is detrimental to your happiness or safety.
To see a spider climbing up a wall in your dream implies that you will achieve your goals in the near future.
To dream that you are bitten by a spider symbolizes an issue between you and a female associate. You may be feeling entangled in a relationship that you no longer want to be a part of.

Scorpions

To dream of a scorpion signifies an experience that has caused you great pain or grief. It may also indicate insensitive and resentful words or thoughts that an enemy holds about you. Your dream warns that you may be treading into a territory that can only bring you sorrow and loss. The scorpion symbolizes change and a new beginning. It may be necessary for you to discard previous beliefs and ideals and adopt new ones. Also, the scorpion may be a symbol of a person who was born under the Scorpio zodiac sign.
To see scorpions floating in water signifies that you must resign yourself to the fact that an event or situation has indeed occurred and cannot be changed. There is a possibility that you are experiencing the stages of grief and learning to continue on with your life.

Scorpio 2013


Year of the Water Snake

Love

Money

Health

It’s a progressive year for you, Scorpio. 2013 is bright with intrigue, knowledge, growth and transformation. Past work or projects can be fruitful this year. Imagination flows, ideas are creative and life is bright with potential. Trends turn to elegance, culture, travel and sensuality. It’s a renaissance year, and you’re in your element.

In the Year of the Water Snake, you’re a smooth operator. Your passionate nature finds expression, and your Water element flows in harmony with that of the graceful Snake year. The Snake’s fixed element, Fire, stirs ambition and motivation, balanced by reason and cool rationale. You make swift and steady progress this year.

You’re tenacious, hard-working and independent. Your survival skills are keen. You can move the earth to get what you want, but it’s usually not necessary. Your charismatic charm can melt even the coldest heart. Your capacity for self-expression is enormous. You love deeply and passionately. You have an offbeat and sometimes cynical sense of humor, a vigorous sex drive and remarkable eyes.

Your intuition is usually accurate. You have colorful dreams and a rich imagination. The past is important to you. Your powers of healing and recuperation are good. You have a unique and multi-faceted life philosophy. You’re a complex thinker, but can be prone to worry, obsession or anxiety. You may have a fiery temper. You can be overly suspicious, and sometimes just plain paranoid. You have an infuriating stubborn streak.

Your desire for knowledge is unquenchable. You value honesty.

Whatever you do, you do with all your heart.

In the Year of the Snake, still waters run deep. Take nothing for granted. Avoid acts of impulse or vengeful thinking. Choose compassion over aggression. 2013 is not a good year for gambling, speculation or blind leaps of faith. Poor communication and breaches of trust can have severe repercussions. You’re wise not to worry about problems, as obsession and anxiety can make you sick. Instead, focus on solutions. Do not dwell in the past.

 

Spirit of Cat

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The Spirit of Cat brings sensual indulgence, patience and playfulness into your life. Cat energy heightens the physical senses, and enhances magical energies and psychic awareness.

A natural hedonist, Cat loves luxury and can sleep all day, but pounces with deadly precision when the moment is right. When attuned to mystical Cat energy, you will know exactly when to act, and when to bide your time.

The Spirit of Cat also invites you to free your “inner kitten” and play. Just as kittens learn life skills while playing, you can use playtime to learn something new.

Too much Cat energy can have negative consequences, such as procrastination and lethargy.

The pursuit of pleasure can interfere with other issues in life. Enjoy Cat energy and indulge your desires, but maintain a healthy balance.

Source:

Year of the Snake

Quote of the Day

When Im 64: Its Not What I Thought | Next Avenue


When Im 64: Its Not What I Thought | Next Avenue.

Excerpt from:

I was 19 and living at home when Sgt. Pepper came out. I first saw it in the LP record rack at Long’s Drug Store in San Pablo, Calif. Its cover art — the Fab Four dressed in Day-Glo military uniforms, surrounded by a collage of famous people in cardboard cutouts — stopped me in my tracks.

At the end of the day it’s my friends who get me by. If not in person, they’re there for me on speed-dial and email. Some I’ve known since the summer of 1967. At 64, some things haven’t changed.

Scorpio New Moon: Call of the Dark Goddess


Scorpio New Moon: Call of the Dark Goddess.

From Source:

The Scorpionic energy of this New Moon further calls us to acknowledge the truths that we have been too afraid, unaware or unwilling to acknowledge so we can bring them to the surface and reintegrate them. In so doing they cease to be obstacles to our forward movement and instead support it.

Tis Scorpio Season


Scorpio is the Eighth Sign of the Zodiac. It is a sign that is associated with beginnings and endings. Those born under Scorpio are unafraid of either life or death, possessing a deep, driving desire and unstoppable determination to learn about others.

The Sun enters Scorpio as Autumn advances. It is a time of impending hibernation, but even as the land is chilled, the seeds within the earth promise eventual reawakening. This is the Season of Scorpio, perhaps the most complex of all Zodiac Signs.

It is significant that Scorpio has not one symbol, but several: the Scorpion, the Eagle and the Phoenix, each contributing distinctive qualities to the Sign’s nature. Aggression and instinct are provided courtesy of the Scorpion aspect, illustrated by way of destructive behavior, a viciously competitive personality with a tendency to be violent and cruel. The Eagle aspect provides a shrewd insight possessed by most Scorpio natives – they have the ability to see what others miss. They discern hidden motives, ferreting out secret flaws and vulnerabilities. Indeed, due to the thirst for power and and mastery, those governed by this Zodiac Sign are not above exploiting the weaknesses of others to their own advantage. It has been said that counted among the most important tasks of those ruled by Scorpio is the necessity to rid themselves of the tendency to be judgmental, learning to temper their insight with compassion. Individuals who can manage this difficult assignment manifest the virtues of the Phoenix, the redemptive third aspect of this Sign. Much like the Phoenix, those governed by Scorpio are survivors. In an emotional sense, they may perish in the ashes of their own destructive nature, but they can also transcend and transform.

According to some sources, the Dove is also symbolic of this Sign, lending those it rules the virtue of compassion, as is the Snake or Serpent. Natives of Scorpio do possess a capacity for high spiritual development, but it is generally believed that their path toward such enlightenment will be the most difficult of the entire Zodiac. In short, those governed by this Sign must become alchemists, transmuting dark instinct and selfish impulse into purified desire. They must also strive to discipline themselves, working toward curbing and channeling their considerable power for constructive purposes.

Source: Nova Reinna

Halloween Moons


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Halloween
This night the veil is thin
Hallowed Eve
Be aware of everything
Notice all
Listen
See
be open
do not fear the dark
There is much light from the darkness
Burn a candle
Play festive music
Allow and rejoice
You walk in the here and now
the present
the beyond needs to know you
remember they have gifts for us
10/30/03

Cynthia Rivera  © 2003

Hope you have a Great Halloween and Happiest Birthday Month (Scorpions).

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Good Read

Yes, I still see intrinsically as to my nature and see signs and even run into them sometimes. I dang near knocked myself out. I seen stars and comets.

They say everything is speeding up really fast now and I totally feel it.

 

I have two doctor appointments this week. My LBC is still low and the platelets are going way low. I do sleep a good bit. But, hey I will be 64 on the 18 th of November and a lady needs her beauty sleep.

Besides, my flying dreams are just so awesome.

A good man gets out of prison Feb 2013. He seems so changed. Prison does that. It allows you the time and space to really see yourself.

I believe that is the only positive thing I can say about prison. Of course other then I am glad I have never been there. Came close

It is not possible to be separate; we are each a point of light within the greater light

LaUna Huffines

I just checked my mail and they sent me a jury summons. I never go to them and YES they are suppose to put warrants out. But, hasn’t happened yet so I am not gonna worry about it.

Don’t be a stranger

I miss the changing of the leaves, palms don’t change colors

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Where I Roamed

 

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