Meandering~Lane5


I know nobody will read my status but sometimes, when I’m bored, I get wrapped up in my tutu and put a giant horn on my head and lather sparkles all over myself and slide around the kitchen floor pretending I’m a magical unicorn!

IMHO~ Actually if you think about it we are ALL already being used in some form or fashion by our very own NWO.  We are given access too scripts for drugs that in all probability are what causes individuals severe problems years down the road.  Vaccinations that cause more problems than the good they are intended for.  Mental illness that needs to be addressed; instead of medicated to the extent of zombie immobilized persons walking our streets. So many issues that are passed by because so much extended HELP is given to third world entities that have something we want.

OIL comes to mine.

Our Justice system is what it is. So many persons believe the scriptures and take the verse in Matt 5:38 as a reason for validating the Death Penalty.

Then the contradiction is added which confuses: “You have heard that it was said, ‘An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth.’ But I tell you… whoever slaps you on your right cheek, turn the other to him also.” Mat. 5:38-39

Our world even with all its flaws and ugliness, murder and mayhem still radiates perfection in Nature and the underlying hope of better days we as individuals desire.

Some deterrents seem barbaric.

“Who in their right mind would harm anyone knowing they would be subject too such procedures ?

The point being persons that have no regard for human life usually don’t care one way or the other.

8:12 PM 5/24/2017

For the first time, wildlife officials have found Burmese pythons breeding in the Florida Keys, bad news for disappearing Key Largo wood rats, cotton mice and other small mammals consumed by the voracious snake.

They have relocated the huge alligator from Fort Jefferson Dry Tortugas to the Everglades. He survived his almost 14 year stay at the moat.

He seemed so happy

12:06 PM 5/27/2017

Sentenced to Life at 17. The D.C.Snipers.

One executed the other to be resentenced.

http://www.nbcnews.com/news/us-news/judge-orders-d-c-sniper-lee-boyd-malvo-resentenced-n765331

2:05 PM 5/27/2017

I have journeyed on scraps of paper before I became computer savvy. I have a Journal collection saved in Backup of the years 2000-present.

From Tathina:

Comparing this moment with the past. Comparing your experience with someone else’s experience (whether they are in the ‘spiritual’ community or not). Comparing yourself with your old self (your old self that is dying in each moment, always changing). We’ve all done this. I know I have. But we have to be willing to die in each moment, to allow the past to die in each moment. To allow all the concepts and ideas to die in this moment. To be fresh in this moment. To be open. Let go of all the past. Just allow yourself to be how you are now. Don’t look for anything in the future. Don’t make yourself wrong for how you are. Yes, isolation can happen when you are waking up (I know this very well). It’s like protecting a delicate flower. Within your aloneness you discover your strength. You discover what is real. You actually discover Life! This isn’t detaching from Life. This is only detaching from some of the contents of Life. Sometimes Life naturally allows this so we can remember what is the container of all of this abundant diversity. This is really diving into the oceans of Life instead of distracting ourselves with ‘the outside,’ with the shells by the shoreline so-to-speak.

My comment:

Nothing is more important than the urgency of being in the moment.

“Remember this because it will happen many times in your life. When people show you who they are the first time believe them. Not the 29th. time. When a man doesn’t call you back the first time, when you are mistreated the first time, when someone shows you lack of integrity or dishonesty the first time, know that this will be followed many other times, that will some point in life come back to haunt or hurt you. Live your life in truth. Don’t pretend to be someone you’re not. You will survive anything if you live your life from the point of view of truth.”

~Maya Angelou

the Starfish:

One day a man was walking along the beach when he noticed a boy picking up and gently throwing things into the ocean. Approaching the boy he asked: “Young man, what are you doing?” The boy replied, Throwing starfish back into the ocean. The surf is up and the tide is going out. If I don’t throw them back, they’ll die. The man laughed to himself and said, ” Do you realize there are miles of miles of beach and hundreds of starfish?” “You can’t make any difference.” After listening politely, the boy bent down, picked up another starfish and threw it into the surf, then smiling at the man, he said; “I made a difference to that one.”

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On The Day I Die

On the day I die a lot will happen. A lot will change. The world will be busy.On the day I die, all the important appointments I made will be left unattended. The many plans I had yet to complete will remain forever undone. The calendar that ruled so many of my days will now be irrelevant to me. All the material things I so chased and guarded and treasured will be left in the hands of others to care for or to discard.The words of my critics which so burdened me will cease to sting or capture anymore. They will be unable to touch me. The arguments I believed I’d won here will not serve me or bring me any satisfaction or solace. All my noisy incoming notifications and texts and calls will go unanswered. Their great urgency will be quieted.My many nagging regrets will all be resigned to the past, where they should have always been anyway. Every superficial worry about my body that I ever labored over; about my waistline or hairline or frown lines, will fade away. My carefully crafted image, the one I worked so hard to shape for others here, will be left to them to complete anyway. The sterling reputation I once struggled so greatly to maintain will be of little concern for me anymore. All the small and large anxieties that stole sleep from me each night will be rendered powerless. The deep and towering mysteries about life and death that so consumed my mind will finally be clarified in a way that they could never be before while I lived. These things will certainly all be true on the day that I die. Yet for as much as will happen on that day, one more thing that will happen. On the day I die, the few people who really know and truly love me will grieve deeply. They will feel a void. They will feel cheated. They will not feel ready. They will feel as though a part of them has died as well. And on that day, more than anything in the world they will want more time with me. I know this from those I love and grieve over. And so knowing this, while I am still alive I’ll try to remember that my time with them is finite and fleeting and so very precious—and I’ll do my best not to waste a second of it. I’ll try not to squander a priceless moment worrying about all the other things that will happen on the day I die, because many of those things are either not my concern or beyond my control. Friends, those other things have an insidious way of keeping you from living even as you live; vying for your attention, competing for your affections. They rob you of the joy of this repeatable, unobtainable, ever-evaporating Now with those who love you and want only to share it with you. Don’t miss the chance to dance with them while you can. It’s easy to waste so much daylight in the days before you die. Don’t let your life be stolen every day by all that you believe matters, because on the day you die, much of it simply won’t. Yes, you and I will die one day. But before that day comes: let us live.. ~ John Pavlovitz

The Tunnel People

 

“Of course, many people become homeless because of they’ve lost their houses in the poor economy; however, most of the time, homelessness is a result of past or present drug addiction, mental illness or some kind of post-traumatic stress. Some of these people have been living in this flood tunnel, along with the rats and bugs, for over five years. They “furnish” their small surroundings with household things that others have thrown in the garbage. It’s so crazy to me that while people are spending their money gambling in the Las Vegas casinos, there are people in the tunnel underneath those casinos that are wondering where their next meal is coming from. It upsets me every time I think about it. I have so much respect for people who know how to survive and make a life for themselves regardless of their situation. Their spirit still glows, and I can see it.

In my opinion, nobody should have to live like this, but as long as they do, I want to make sure they aren’t forgotten.”

Beautiful Drone footage of Rome by Kylie Flavell

La Grande Bellezza,photography over the misty river

Drone-Footage

Hindsight 2013

On this last day of May, a huge shout-out and THANK You too I KNOW WHO

~ for instigating a chain of events that have awakened me. The betrayal was absolutely irrevocable. These shifts allowed me to move on and grow in a different direction as a human being.  He was my secret messenger in disguise.

My Aura is WHITE: Perfect Balance:

You are an innovator and a creator and your strongest qualities are more spiritual than physical. Your unique level of energy allows you to be more sensitive and intuitive than others. The white color can sometimes be pale and blank, So you need to pay attention when you are out of touch with the world. But even if you feel indifferent, remember that the white color is the combination of all the colors of the visible spectrum. And just like that, you represent balance, harmony and peace.

5:45 PM 6/1/2017

I Do not have time for persons who do not have Time for Round Robins. Opinions are just that Opinions.

I am always forgetting something is cooking on the stove. I think it’s called Preoccupation.

I am SO SET in my ways and my routines every day with all the animals is the same all the time. I eat when I am hungry, sleep when I am tired. I try to stop when my mind and body insist that I do. I don’t throw FITS anymore.

I was thinking today.

I should have been a model, but then again I would probably have burned out early, than I thought I should have been an exotic dancer instead of breaking my back waiting tables, but then figured I still probably would have burned out. A comedian that tells stories like Roseanne Barr.  Than I thought I should have been a writer, a poet , a blogger, a healer, wizard, witch and I realized I was already cosmic I was all these things.

I haven’t burned out.

11:25 PM 6/1/2017

Cloud Atlas Sextet”, original soundtrack for the film “Sonera” by Thomas Bergersen The Trailer music:Outro” by M83 “The opening piano music is the main theme of the soundtrack (Prelude: The Atlas March/The Cloud Atlas Sextet) by composing trio Tom Tykwer, Johnny Klimek, and Reinhold Heil, followed by an instrumental version of the song “Sonera” from Thomas J. Bergersen’s album Illusions.

To borrow Churchill’s description of Russia, “it is a riddle, wrapped in a mystery, inside an enigma.”

2346 A.D. A flickering campfire. Zachary (Tom Hanks), old and weathered with a long scar going over his left eye, sits by the fire speaks to someone we cannot see. He tells of how the wind carries voices which scream the stories of ancestors all tied up as one. He implores them to listen as he recounts how he met a devil named Old Georgie for the first time.

“This beach was once a cannibals banqueting hall. Where the strong gorged on the weak, but the teeth sir they spat out like you or I would expel a cherry stone. Do you know the price a quarter pound of these will earn?”

Cloud Atlas

Sonmi-451: Our lives are not our own. we are bound to others, past and present. And by each crime and every kindness, we birth our future.

Old Georgie: The weak are meat and the strong do eat!

Sonmi-451:  I believe death is only a door. One closes, and another opens. If I were to imagine heaven, I would imagine a door opening. And he would be waiting for me there.

Luisa Rey:  You have to do whatever it is you can not do.

Timothy Cavendish: That’s it, the music from my dream.

Robert Frobisher: I call it the Cloud Atlas Sextet. There are whole movements imagining us meeting again and again in different lives, different ages.

Yoona-939:  I will not be subjected to criminal abuse.

Luisa Rey: TRUE TRUE

We Are All Connected

I’m the king of my land Facing tempests of dust, I’ll fight until the end Creatures of my dreams raise up and dance with me! Now and forever, I’m your king!

KATIE  MELUA LYRICS

The Closest Thing To Crazy

How can I think I’m standing strong?

Yet feel the air beneath my feet.

How can happiness feel so wrong?

How can misery feel so sweet?

How can you let me watch you sleep? Then break my dreams the way you do. How can I have been in so deep? Why did I fall in love with you? How can you let me fall apart? Then break my fall with loving lies.

It’s so easy to break a heart, It’s so easy to close your eyes. How can you treat me like a child? Yet like a child I yearn for you. How can anyone feel so wild? How can anyone feel so blue?

This is the closest thing to crazy I have ever been.

Feeling twenty-two, acting seventeen.

This is the nearest thing to crazy I have ever known. But I was never crazy on my own. And now I know That there’s a link between the two, Being close to craziness, and being close to you

1:17 AM 6/2/2017

A Moment of Madness

Katie Melua

A moment of madness

It’s happened before It could turn into sadness or a civil war

You’ve got me changing all I ever thought

When you first got so mad lost your rag

Trying to save some trees

Angry cries, saw your thighs And I fell to my knees Oh my God what is this ?

It’s a moment of madness

When we drank too much beer

Lost our fear Our defenses were down you got up tried your luck Bought a dubious round

It can be hard to resist

It’s a moment of madness

A promise of passion

A trailer of sin

A smiling assassin

The demon within

Endorphins are raging Resistance is thin And you’re blowing my mind
‘Cause I find that your theories of life Are insane, feed my brain I could listen all night I can’t leave till we kiss It’s a moment of madness

And I…

just wanna stare at your hair
And imagine you opening your door
In your drawer there’s some leather in there
I refuse, you persist
It’s a moment of madness
You know I’m not asking a lot
Only your life
I don’t want to get what I want
But I’m gonna ask you to stop
But I’m full of lies

 

Until the next Meanderings strike yet again…

Life is complicated.

Make the most of it

Energy Aura Colors


I find energy fields an interesting subject. Amazing how intuitively we pick up others vibes and vice versa.

Magic Eye photography interests me as well as 3-D of any kind. The dimensions, how things not visibly noticeable at first comes into view the longer you gaze on the photo.

Here is my Magic Eye photo. Can You See what is in the photo?

Not many can capture it.

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Answer: Eagle
White Aura / Silver Aura:

Silver Aura people are exceptionally gifted. How they use their gifts wisely is their life lesson. Silver Aura individuals are bestowed with sensitivity, intuitiveness, psychic ability and practicality. They can use their spiritual understanding in very practical ways. Because this they can relate to many people and are often found in teaching, mentoring or counseling careers.Silver Aura people are exceptionally gifted. How they use their gifts wisely is their life lesson. Silver Aura individuals are bestowed with sensitivity, intuitiveness, psychic ability and practicality. They can use their spiritual understanding in very practical ways. Because this they can relate to many people and are often found in teaching, mentoring or counseling careers.

Silver Aura people have immense versatility and adaptability and are capable of getting the most out of virtually every opportunity in life. Their high intellect enables then to make the right decisions quickly and follow through with action.

People who have predominant silver Auras are seen as very attractive. They attract many admirers. But Silver Aura people are very discerning and choose their friends carefully and their lovers very carefully.

Silver Aura people tend to be well blessed in looks, personality and talent and as such are seen as incredibly lucky people. Success seems to come easily to Silver Aura people.

Source:
http://in5d.com/how-to-read-auras-what-is-the-meaning-of-each-color/

Meanderings~Notes4


Crocodile_Photo_By Chester Kalb

9:51 PM 5/21/2017
Dinosaur Golf Gator
http://www.foxnews.com/us/2017/03/30/dinosaur-sized-gator-at-golf-course-turns-into-chance-photo-op.html

http://www.miamiherald.com/news/local/environment/article103394527.html

To those who struggle to tell the difference between an alligator and a crocodile it is really quite simple. One will see you later and one will see you after a while.

Python vs Anaconda

Meandering on…

I was thinking about this last night as I laid in bed with the AC kicking and not wanting to get an extra blanket.

If you’re wondering whether the carcass-as-tent technique would work in real life, let us introduce you to Richard Dailey, 68, who is very likely one of the few Americans who has sheltered inside a horse.

https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/animalia/wp/2016/02/26/move-over-dicaprio-this-man-really-did-survive-the-cold-inside-a-dead-horse/?utm_term=.5c652cab97cf

The Revenant

The Horse scene

The Bear scene


1:10 PM 5/22/2017
One magical day a unicorn handed me a camera and showed me BeFunky. The rest is history.

2:34 PM 5/22/2017
BTW mistakes are natures beautications

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when I said over again,over again and other again,like sneezing over and over you really need to clean your head out.

Excellent Masterpiece as always

Dark Angel

http://www.biography.com/news/pbs-dark-angel-mary-ann-cotton-murders

It’s amazing that Cotton and her crimes aren’t better known, as it’s believed she murdered as many as 21 people. By the time she was hanged at Durham jail on 24 March 1873, aged 40, it’s thought she’d killed her mother, three of her husbands, a lover, eight of her children, seven stepchildren and a friend.

Meanderings~Take Three


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11:11 PM 5/14/2017

Buddha Bar – Wish you were here lyrics

Like ways to the shore, part of the ocean
The stars high above, part of the sky
Now I drift to you, I dream of a river
A water so blue, wish I could live there

wish you were here (several times)

Like the air that I breathe, you’ll always be there
The wings that I need, when I want to fly
Now I drift to you, I dream of a river

A water so blue, wish I could live there

wish you were here (several times)

Like ways to the shore, part of the ocean
The stars high above, part of the sky
Now I drift to you, I dream of a river
A water so blue, wish I could live there

wish you were here (several times)

3:37 PM 5/17/2017
You’re an ancient gladiator of JOY who chose the Jungles of time and space to travel on this journey. With shape shifting, mind bending, and worldly transformations.
Stay grounded and remove any twinges of self-doubt. Please refrain from laughing so hard that you pee your pants and at other things your peeps might find terrifying.

6:47 PM 5/17/2017
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Richard_Branson#Personal_life

Sir Richard Charles Nicholas Branson
Branson is known for his preference of casual clothing both at home and the workplace. On his dislike of ties, he says “I have been carrying out a lifelong campaign to say bye to the tie. I often carry a pair of scissors with me, ready to cut off the tie of any unsuspecting wearer. I even have a cushion on Necker Island made up of some of my victims! I remain convinced that ties only exist because managers, after spending years being forced to wear ties by their bosses, decide to force the next generation to do the same. They subtly encourage conformity. Most people in business dress the same and that contributes to them acting the same. Wearing a tie really can restrict new ideas and innovative thoughts – not to mention breath!”

Richard Branson made his fortune by using the profits from his record store chain to found Virgin Records in 1972. He earned his first million dollars in 1973 when Virgin recording artist Mike Oldfield sold over five million copies of his record, “Tubular Bells.”

Tubular Bells is the first album by English musician Mike Oldfield, recorded when he was 19 and released in 1973 when he was 20. It was the first album released by Virgin Records and an early cornerstone of the company’s success.

Necker Island

6:57 PM 5/17/2017
Wondering what in the world is going on with so many people I know. Extended pains, weird feelings, no energy. I seen this:

Awakening and DNA Activation ~

Know that although our evolutionary process is rapidly accelerating, along with the New higher energies, we are all experiencing these changes in our own way and in our own time, according to who we are. And generally speaking, our ascension process relates to how we each run our own individual energy, and what our beliefs and experiences are (in other words, how we vibrate).These things can be changed and will also change automatically as we clear and embody more light within ourselves.

May your evolutionary process be joyous, peaceful and filled with light and wonder!

Feeling as though you are in a pressure cooker or in intense energy;feeling stress. Remember, you are adjusting to a higher vibration and you will eventually adjust. Old patterns, behaviors and beliefs are also being pushed to the surface. There is a lot going on inside of you!

Starseed Symptoms Due To Awakening & DNA Activation

A feeling of disorientation; not knowing where you are; a loss of a sense of place. You are not in 3D anymore, as you have moved or in the process of moving into the higher realms.

Unusual aches and pains throughout different parts of your body. You are purifying and releasing blocked energy vibrating at 3D while you are vibrating in a higher dimension.

Waking at night between 2 and 4 a.m. Much is going on in your dream state. You can’t be there for long lengths of time and need a break. Also, more highly evolved individuals spend more time on the Earth plane, and you are highly evolving.

Periods of deep sleeping. You are resting from all the acclimatizing and are integrating, as well as building up for the next phase.

Heightened sensitivities to your surroundings. Crowds, noise, foods, TV, other human voices and various other stimulations are barely tolerable. You also overwhelm very easily and become easily overstimulated. You are tuning up!

You don’t feel like doing anything. You are in a rest period. Your body knows what it needs.

An intolerance for lower vibrational things (of the 3D) reflected in conversations, attitudes, societal structures, healing modalities, etc. They literally make you feel “sick” inside. You are in a higher vibration and your energies are no longer in alignment. You are being “pushed” to move forward.

A loss of desire for food. Your body is adjusting to a new, higher state of being. Also, part of you does not want to be here anymore.

A sudden disappearance of friends, activities, habits, jobs and residences. You are evolving beyond what you used to be, and these people and surroundings no longer match your vibration. The New will soon arrive and you will feel so-o-o-o better!

You absolutely cannot do certain things anymore. When you try to do your usual routine and activities, it feels downright awful. Same as above.

Days of extreme fatigue. Your body is losing density and going through intense restructuring.

A need to eat often along with what feels like attacks of low blood sugar. Weight gain. You are requiring an enormous amount of fuel for this ascension process.

Experiencing emotional ups and downs; weeping. Our emotions are our outlet for release, and we releasing a lot.

A wanting to go Home, as if everything is OVER and you don’t belong here anymore. We are returning to Source. Everything IS over. (But many of us are staying to experience and create the New World). Also, our old contracts have been completed.

Feeling you are going insane, or must be developing a mental illness of some sort. You are rapidly experiencing several dimensions and greatly opening. Much is available to you now. You are just not used to it. Your awareness has been heightened and your barriers are gone.

Anxiety and panic. Your ego is losing much of itself and is afraid. Your system is also on overload. Things are happening to you that you may not understand. You are also losing behavior patterns of a lower vibration that you developed for survival in 3D. This may make you feel vulnerable and powerless. These patterns and behaviors you are losing are not needed in the higher realms.

Depression. The outer world may not be in alignment with the New, higher vibrational you. It doesn’t feel so good out there. You are also releasing.

Vivid, wild and sometimes violent dreams. You are releasing many, many lifetimes of lower vibrational energy. Many are now reporting that they are experiencing beautiful dreams.

Your plans suddenly change in mid-stream and go in a completely different direction. Your soul is balancing out your energy. It usually feels GREAT in this new direction, as your soul knows more than you do! It is breaking your “rut” choices and vibration.

You have created a situation that seems like your worst nightmare, with many “worst nightmare” aspects to it. Your soul is guiding you into “stretching” into aspects of yourself where you were lacking, or into “toning down” aspects where you had an over-abundance. Your energy is just balancing itself. Finding your way to peace through this situation is the test you have set up for yourself. This is YOUR journey, and your soul would not have set it up if you weren’t ready. You are the one who finds your way out and you will. Looking back, you will have gratitude for the experience and be a different person.

Dizziness – Occurs due to being ungrounded. This can happen when you have just cleared an emotional block and the body has not yet completely embraced its new frequency. Eating grounding foods like meat and potatoes will help.

Brain Drained

Flu-like symptoms – Fevers that are temporary often accompanied by sweating, aching bones and joints.

Red rash – Small fears that erupt and can occur on any part of the body. This happens when there is an issue up to be released and you are squelching it because you don’t want to rock the boat or make a scene. The little blisters represent your inner child’s anger and not being allowed to express.

Ringing in the ears – This can drive you to distraction, but these sounds are just you picking up frequency changes.

Heart palpitations – As you clear old issues your heart opens. This opening is experienced as a racing heart. Only lasts a few seconds. No, you are not having a heart attack. The heart must also rebalance itself after an emotional release.

Vibrating of the physical body – This is especially disconcerting. Many of you may think that you are being abducted since this usually happens at night and is a part of the process of being moved back and forth to and from the ships. In this case, it is not. It is simply the body adjusting to DNA upgrades that occur after emotional clearing.

Muscle spasms – These spasms can be intense and many are felt in the upper back. They are caused by emotional imbalances that occur when you take on the emotional burden of others in order to be accepted and loved. These will decrease as you learn new behaviors that support allowing others to feel their pain without rescuing them.

Tingling in arms, hands, and feet – More DNA changes due to energy centers clearing and realigning.

Tiredness/Needing to sleep – DNA changes. Your body needs rest to integrate the changes occurring at the cellular level. I recommend that you adjust your schedule to accommodate an afternoon nap. Make it a priority. You will find that you are more productive afterwards.

Faster hair/nail growth – Since the activation of the Compassion hormone in November 1996, more protein is being used in the body. Protein is used by the high heart in the transmutation of lower chakra emotions into compassion. Compassion is the emotion that changes your DNA. A by-product of this is that your hair and nails grow faster.

Weight gain– This occurs because many fears that have been held in check are coming up to be integrated. When this happens the inner child moves to protect itself by putting on armor. This armor will be released when the fear is integrated. As a result, many experience weight fluctuation.

Frequent memory lapses – This can be a real irritation. Understand that it is partially due to the magnetic grid wobbling and to the shifting occurring in the brain.

Frequent migraines/headaches : HEADACHES: When the crown chakra opens or expands it can be an intense and painful experience. It might feel like a spike or rod is being inserted. Headaches are common and they can range from migraines, to cluster headaches. Women seem to experience them more than men. They can be caused by too much energy flowing through the crown chakra, and by hormonal changes which occurs when the chakras are stimulated. Sometimes the pain can be eased by asking Spirit and your Higher Self to make an adjustment in the energy flow. When you ask for aid to ease the pain and it is part of the process that is opening and expanding your pineal or pituitary gland, the pain will only lessen. As your vibrational rate increases, the pineal and the pituitary glands expand to accommodate the higher energy frequencies. Other glands change also, but these two are the major ones that contribute to headaches. This can last a few months, or a few years depending on what level of spiritual development that you are at and your rate of growth.

This Fifth World that we are entering means that each person must use their gifts of birth to accomplish their missions in life, and this is the contribution that each one is obliged to offer. Everyone has a place on the Great Medicine Wheel of Truth.

March 03, 2017 SOURCE: By In5d

May 9, 2017
A judge erased Hernandez’s conviction for Lloyd’s murder earlier this month, citing a state legal tenant that voids convictions if a defendant dies before the appeal process is complete.

5:32 PM 5/19/2017
La Grande Bellezza, photography over the misty river

7:09 PM 5/19/2017
Soundtrack from The Forrest Lynx by Alexander Bresgen, David Mitcham, Lenny Williams

“Wabi Sabi is the beauty of things imperfect, impermanent, and incomplete … ” — Leonard Koren

2:02 PM 5/20/2017
Cynthia says~Our desire and will to live would not be if time and space did not allow the option. As the bumper sticker says, “I am born again.  And again. And again.”

Until the Meanderings strike again…

Under My Heart


mothers-day-surprise-gift-box

I was 12 years old when an unorganized religion informed my mother of a different path.

A  promise of everlasting life on a paradise Earth. It would effect our entire lives for many many years to come.

Life changing.

All Days that began with HAPPY or MERRY ; were not too be celebrated in anyway.

Jehovah and Mother’s Day

 So Mama, this is for you.

I found a huge box and I have put lots of LOVE in it. Your favorite Channel #5, a soft silky handkerchief,  flower seeds, a bottle of grape Manischewitz wine. 

Over the years I made a point to gift you on other days. But than you cut me out of your life. Again, because an organized religion told you I was a apostate.

For YEARS at a time.

I moved far away.

I lost contact with family and close relatives.

The Holidays became unimportant days. Just a date on the calendar where everyone else seemed to go into debt to make sure someone else was Happy.

My dad was ecstatic, as he never liked spending too much money on any one thing.

The Holidays and Birthdays before I turned 12 are fondly remembered

Jehovah Witness

A group of people who’s faces are flat from getting doors slammed in their faces.

This does a great JOB of summing up:

The name of a religious cult who get brainwashed by mind control techniques into believing that their interpretation of the Bible is better than anyone else’s.
It was started by some idiot that got this vision of the world coming to an end in 1914. When 1914 came and went, he then managed to persuade his flock that it would happen in 1942. When 1942 came and went, well let me put it this way… Anyone who would even think about joining this cult is mentally ill to begin with.
They publish some toilet trash called the Watch Tower and are also known as the Watch Tower Society and JWs. In 1933 their leaders conspired with Hitler against the Jews. Several of their top members were thrown in jail for committing fraud, larceny, sexual deviant acts, etc. But somehow the cult manages to go on. Go figure.
If a member deviates in any way from their way of life all other members are required to scorn them. This is just one of their many mind control techniques.
But the worse thing about JWs is that every year hundreds of children die because these geniuses think that “Thou shalt not eat blood” refers to life saving transfusions instead of becoming a vampire.

Jehovah’s Witnesses are the “False Prophets” that God refers to in the Bible. When one comes to your door, just give them a copy of the letter their leaders sent in support of Hitler and tell the bigots to fuck off.

by Alfie The Horndog August 10, 2005

You carried me under your heart.

I carry you in my heart.

red signature with red tan heart

Meandering as She Goes


It is stifling hot
My day so far:

Feeling so tired and achy all over.Left hand feels like it is freezing.Cramps in both.It is good I write things down.Today has seemed so long and I have got a bit done.My kitchen is clean but cluttered and I feel no desire to remedy it.

5:02 AM 5/13/2017
Minnie’s mournful feed me now cry.She gobbles her food with Forti Flora on top. This is good.

11:18 AM 5/13/2017
Oh my back,my sides,my head,my neck,my ass,my feets,what the hell,I am falling apart.Where is that darn super glue???

1:44 PM 5/13/2017
I am making homemade potato salad and chocolate chip cookies for tomorrow at Rhea’s.

1:47 PM 5/13/2017
Went to store,stopped and got a free cone chocolate and vanilla mix soft serve.I got a fill up on the moped a few weeks ago and for got my freebie.It was delicious.

4:42 PM 5/13/2017
RR called I answered RD called I let it ring.

8:34 PM 5/13/2017
Watching Death in Paradise.Hand still very cold and I feel discombobulated.

I grew up in the country hills and farm land of Frederick,Maryland. I feel like I am running through fields after fields of wildflowers.Never tiring of the beauties I found.I especially loved the Honeysuckle,Dandelions,Blue bonnets.

11:50 PM 5/8/2017
I have a talking chair.Sometime after anyone sits in it,a odd noise comes from it.I am used to it now.Perhaps,a good ole DW-40 spray would do the trick.Moped charge $25.He said I was not pulling the brake handles tight enough, never heard of such a thing. He said the battery was fine and it started right up after cleaning out the brake handles of dirt and debris???

Watching Death in Paradise

Researching what Trump might do for hurricane help in case of a storm such as Sandy or Katrina???

Immigration laws.Isis.The new laws.
1. End “catch-and-release” policies that allowed immigrants subject to deportation to stay. “ICE will not exempt classes or categories of removable aliens from potential enforcement. All of those in violation of immigration law may be subject to immigration arrest, detention and, if found removable by final order, removal from the United States.”

2. Prioritize individuals deemed most dangerous or at risk of flight until detention center capabilities are increased.

3. Hire 10,000 more Immigration and Customs Enforcement agents and 5,000 more Border Patrol agents.

4. Partner with the Department of Justice to “surge” the deployment of immigration judges and asylum officers to process more cases faster.

5. Deport anyone who crossed the border illegally through Mexico back there, regardless of his or her country of origin.

6. Prosecute parents who smuggle their children into the country.

7 missing

8. Start the planning process for the U.S.-Mexico border wall.

9. Expand the 287(g) program, which empowers participating local officers to act as immigration agents.

12:32 AM 5/9/2017
I gave Minnie Penni Kat her lavender bath.I do not use a shower water spray but instead fill a bowl and use a washcloth that is warm and wrung out.She seems to enjoy it.Except for her feet cleaning and rear in,than she tries to bite but doesn’t.She has never bit me in all her 14 years.

1:32 AM 5/9/2017
http://www.mountolivetcemeteryinc.com/stories-in-stone-blog/a-hessian-connection

Yes, Frederick,Maryland is named for Frederick Louis, Prince of Wales, son of King George II, and father of King George III. German culture and tradition abounded, as did the language which is said to have been more commonly spoken in the streets of Frederick than English into the early 1800’s. There was also an abundance of attractive German farmer’s daughters and German craftsmen daughters as well. Couple this with crappy conditions back home and the real possibility of being sold back into military service by royal forces, and Frederick, Maryland looked like a very inviting prospect for a new lease on life.

This was sometime in the 1850s through 1860s when the barracks grounds also served home to the Frederick County Cattle Show and Agricultural Exhibition, known today as the Great Frederick Fair. The Agricultural Exhibition was put on hold from 1862-1867 due to the American Civil War.

The flag Matilda had made would be handed down in the family to future generations. Its special importance was renewed in 1917 when the United States went to war against Matilda’s native country of Germany. She would have five grandsons participating in this heartbreaking “world war.”

William E. Main (grandson) )also donated Matilda’s flag to the City of Frederick, where it is displayed on the second floor of City Hall.

9:47 PM 5/9/2017
Wire Sculptures by Fantasywire

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aMV4xvMxBQA

Dancing with Dandelions
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Robin, somethings in this journey called Life literally grab us. I am over joyed with your artistic work. I love dandelions and my daughter loves fairies. We never stop believing in magic. I am 68 and she is 48.

12:24 PM 5/10/2017
Funny that the butterfly came out of the woods. I recently re-posted “Safe in My Cocoon”
“within this moment and this moment only, as you drink the nectar of the garden and give thanks for the many blessings of your life.”

Charleton said “This is what I call a God moment. I capture an image and realize later I captured something bigger than myself, which I didn’t originally intend to shoot. I just thank God for the beautiful meaningful moment, I take no credit because it was unintended. Two Hearts become one. March 16, 2017, we are on our way to base camp that very morning to get James and Ashley married and this happens,…there are two hearts in the sky, like a puzzle. One heart is full and the other empty; that day their hearts became one. Absolutely no Photoshop here, I didn’t touch the sky, this just happened on their wedding day.”

Congratulations to our couple, James and Ashley. A truly epic and rare wedding that will go on the books as one of my favorite weddings of all time.

http://www.charletonchurchill.com/mount-everest-base-camp-adventure-wedding-elopement/#http://charletonchurchill.com/mount-everest-base-camp-adventure-wedding-elopement/#%3C/

8:05 PM 5/10/2017
Scorpio Full Moon
Everyone wants to now how you are able to manifest things into existence with such supposedly ease.

12:49 PM 5/12/2017
Back to the very Fast Firefox browser.Chrome got slow.

8:29 PM 5/13/2017
WOW~(Words of Wisdom)
WOW (Wishing Only Well)
WOW (Mom Upside Down)
WOW (Wise Older Women)
WOW (Warriors of Wellness)

Happy Mother’s Day tomorrow.

Meandering I Suppose


7:47 PM 1/23/2017

I found my White Horse

You are most fortunate to have the horse spirit within you, for she has many things to teach you and many blessings to share.

The horse will show you how to balance your caring nature and deep love for others with your equally deep need for freedom and independence.

There will be days when she shows you how to relax fully, first rubbing against your loved ones, then just standing in the shade of the tree and munching the apples as they fall. Abundance will be yours, as she teaches you that a peaceful and centered life provides what is needed, like apples falling from a tree on a perfect summer’s day.

And when you ask, she will take you for a ride, as you run like the wind, faster and faster, until finally, like Pegasus, she sprouts wings, soars into the air and allows your soul to fly free. She will lift you to the heavens and reveal to you there your own highest self.

And through it all, she will show you how to stay deeply centered in the moment. She will teach you to live without worry or regret, your heart free of blame. Breathe in her spirit and she will bring you fully into this moment and all that it contains, where you can balance beauty and duty, freedom and togetherness, all in perfect joy and harmony.

10:50 AM 1/25/2017
The spider web weaves what no fly should touch…just saying

by Cynthia

12:39 PM 1/25/2017

First Stage of Scorpio: The Scorpion Scorpio – A “stage one” Scorpio exercises power through emotion and instinct. This Scorpio is symbolized by the scorpion, an insect more likely, in the end, to sting itself rather than others. Aggression and instinct are particular features of the Scorpion aspect, which is where the tendency to potential destructive behavior and competitiveness resides.

Second Stage of Scorpio: The Eagle Scorpio : A “stage two” Scorpio is symbolized by the Golden Eagle and exercises power through the intellect. Golden Eagle Scorpios show signs of maturity above Scorpion Scorpios in that they possess the ability to see what others miss, discern hidden motives, and discover deeper truths beneath the surface of life. This can prove to be either beneficial or exploitative, and can be used deceptively if not guarded. While Eagle Scorpios can indeed use these skills to help invent new medicines, save a patient’s life, successfully psychoanalyze the problems of others and help them find purpose, other  Eagle Scorpios are nonetheless not above exploiting others to suit their own purposes or interests, because Scorpios are also known for valuing power and wealth.

Third Stage of Scorpio: The Phoenix Scorpio: A “stage three” Scorpio is symbolized by the Dove of Peace and the Phoenix, which exercises power through love,  healing and transformation. The Phoenix represents a Scorpio who has been transformed, and has reached deep within him/herself to embrace the more subtle, mystical qualities of the soul, rather than ones ego, and in result soar to spiritual heights like a bird on the wing. The tendency to be judgmental and power-obsessed is gone, and rather the observational talents of Scorpio are fused with compassion rather than judgment, defeating a life of extremes and polarities and finding greater purpose  through self-spiritual development.

12:31 PM 1/31/2017
THE ROAD OF LIFE TWISTS AND TURNS AND NO TWO DIRECTIONS ARE EVER THE SAME. YET OUR LESSONS COME FROM THE JOURNEY, NOT THE DESTINATION.

Camping Trip
Four guys have been going to the same deer camp for many years.Two days before the group is to leave, Ron’s wife puts her foot down and tells him he isn’t going.

Ron’s friends are very upset that he can’t go, but what can they do.
Two days later the three get to the camping site only to find Ron sitting there with a tent set up, firewood gathered, and dinner cooking on the fire.

“Dang man, how long you been here, and how did you talk your wife into letting you go?”

“Well, I’ve been here since yesterday. Yesterday evening, I was sitting in my chair and my wife came up behind me and put her hands over my eyes and said, ‘Guess who?
I pulled her hands off, and she was wearing a brand new nightie.
She took my hand and pulled me to our bedroom. The room had candles and rose petals all over.
On the bed she had handcuffs, and ropes! She told me to tie and cuff her to the bed, and I did.
And then she said, “Do whatever you want.”

So, Here I am.

2:25 PM 1/31/2017
While you are on YouTube.com just add “ss” to the video URL in order to start the default YouTube downloader.

7:44 PM 2/2/2017
From Doreen Virtue
BEHIND EVERY HIGHLY DRAMATIC PERSON LURKS AN UNRESOLVED TRAUMA. DRAMA IS HIS OR HER WAY OF ASKING
FOR LOVE, AND BEGGING FOR HELP AND UNDERSTANDING

DRAMA QUOTIENT QUIZ
Answer “Yes” or “No” to each question:
1. I can’t stand to be alone.
2. I would rather be with someone difficult than be
alone.
3. I am usually attracted to people who have
problems
4. I’ve had more than one abusive romantic partner.
5. My childhood was painful.
6. I feel guilty much of the time.
7. I love reading magazines and online articles
about celebrities.
8. In conversations, I seem to be the person who
knows the most about the personal lives of
celebrities.
9. I enjoy watching reality television shows.
10. My life seems to be “one thing after another.”

3:37 PM 2/5/2017
“Write it on your heart that every day is the best day in the year.” – Ralph Waldo Emerson

Break up the bud. Insert the problems. Roll up the resentments. Light up the solutions. Inhale the happiness & exhale the past.

7:03 PM 2/6/2017

Garments

Upon a day Beauty and Ugliness met on the shore of a sea. And they said to one another, “Let us bathe in the sea.”

Then they disrobed and swam in the waters. And after a while Ugliness came back to shore and garmented himself with the garments of Beauty and walked away.

And Beauty too came out of the sea, and found not her raiment, and she was too shy to be naked, therefore she dressed herself with the raiment of Ugliness. And Beauty walked her way.

And to this very day men and women mistake the one for the other.

Yet some there are who have beheld the face of Beauty, and they know her notwithstanding her garments. And some there be who know the face of Ugliness, and the cloth conceals him not from their eyes.

by kahil-gibran

Moving Mind~ a ZEN Story

Two men were arguing about a flag flapping in the wind.

“It’s the wind that is really moving,” stated the first one. “No, it is the flag that is moving,” contended the second.

A Zen master, who happened to be walking by, overheard the debate and interrupted them. “Neither the flag nor the wind is moving,” he said, “It is MIND that moves.”

10:01 PM 2/6/2017
They told me with the veil and jojoba, I could pass and I did for a while. Going into the cafe dressed as a Berber was not a good idea.
Holding the Quran in your hand is not a very good idea
either. They are very serious about the Muslim religion.
They whispered about my American dress when I first came, but after a few months, I was like a local.

I made some bad choices, and had a few close calls.

11:06 AM 2/10/2017

I am not a one in a million kind of girl but I AM a once in a lifetime kind of woman.

You may be in my past, I assume you are in my present, you just might be in my future but I am not here….Leave a message.

2017 Atlantic hurricane season will start on
Thursday, June 1 and will end on Thursday, November 30
1:08 PM 2/12/2017

Something I just thought of. I slept in this Sunday. I am always up before light with the animals, but today I decided to sleep on. I looked out the window at such a beautiful day. I thought of Sunday’s with Rhea at Snipes Point watching dolphins frolic from the boat.
I sort of asked the universe to share someone with me that was older, had a boat, wasn’t interested in games and would be a companion. Ha~ don’t ask for much huh?

If you should come to know me

Body and Soul

My Secrets

My Shadows

My Mind

The perception you have created

Of me in your mind

Like a caterpillar’s metamorphosis

Nothing would remain the same

Between us

Better to be mysterious

Ask me no questions

Endure no lies

Let me bathe in the attentiveness

This moment

In the Maze of Time

Cynthia J.Martz Feb 12 2012

10:27 AM 2/16/2017
I’m a Gemini Moonbaby, I try to hide the Scorpio part as long as possible.

I am also an airy Rising Aquarius

11:52 AM 2/22/2017

The connection between Pisces man and Scorpio woman is one of a deep enrichment that is actually indescribable. They connect on so many levels and just seem to flow together so nicely. Scorpio woman shows him the ways of honesty and the confidence in knowing they are able to weather any storm and Pisces man can show her that it is not so bad to forgive and forget. Together they are very happy and close couple.

7:38 PM 2/22/2017

My new Favorite Song

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LxwM7sWr_Ms
Moby – JLTF Lyrics

We heard the rain on the window
Like a sinful waste of time
We heard the sirens’ wailing
Like the world had lost its smile
We spend our days together
Hiding far from everything
Oh we knew it was over
When the summer turned to spring

All the words we said
All the time we spent
Does it mean nothing
Does it mean nothing

12:24 AM 3/3/2017
Cynthia says~
When you feel like you are drowning just float

12:28 PM 3/9/2017
I SEE

Been to London

Been to France

Traveled by Train through Spain

Passing Sunflowers in the Rain

Transfixed by island of Es Vedra Sirens of the Sea
IBIZA

Rode camels in the desert

Sit in ruins of mammoth caves
of myths and Hercules Legions engraved
at times secluded by the tide

Walked the maze of streets
Following white feathers

Medina’s filled with spice and trinkets

Smelled the Moroccan Rose with Jasmine entwined

Views of Gibraltar from the vine filled terrace
Snow capped Rif and Atlas Mountains

Sipping mint tea from Baba’s Cafe
Smoking Kif and hashish

My ever watchful mother’s eye on a two-year old
with wanderlust

Moments on Polaroid confiscated
Of this special place and time

by Cynthia

3:55 PM 3/27/2017
I was grinning tear to tear

5:31 PM 4/25/2017
Cynthia says~ Some can not hear because they just do not listen. Others wish they could hear so they could just Listen. Think about it.

4:11 PM 5/2/2017
Who needs a man when you got a Bob. Bob? Yeah, battery-operated boyfriend..

9:38 PM 5/4/2017
I had a misbehaving breakfast this morning. I had eggs beenadick.

10:15 PM 5/4/2017
Hidesight 2013
China, Minnie and Shy say they hope evfurrybody enjoys the enchantment of the season.May it continue to sprinkle Happy Fairy Hairball Dust all around you throughout the coming New Year.

10:29 PM 5/4/2017
If I could think of just one something I would like to have right at this moment it would be a like-minded companion. Someone that has grown through their relationships and at the same time learned from them. This is most important. If you haven’t learned the lesson the lesson will keep coming over and over until at some point you say aha. I got it. By George I think I got it. I wish I understood what in the heck I am doing.

My feelings flip faster than pancakes.

2:02 AM 5/7/2017
Don’t go back we’ll be right away

4:59 PM 5/7/2017
The Flying Fickle Finger of Fate Award
The States Congress established 1781 for ignoring 2oo million citizens and gun laws.

The share button comes and goes at Facebook’s will.

6:11 PM 5/7/2017

“Poema  X ” of Pablo Neruda

“Love is so short and forgetting is so long.”

Under The Harvest Moon” of Carl Sandburg
Lurks in the dusk
Of the wild red leaves,
Love, with little hands,
Comes and touches you
With a thousand memories
And asks you
Beautiful, unanswerable questions.

6:12 PM 5/7/2017
Nikola Tesla was raised an Orthodox Christian. Later in life he did not consider himself to be a “believer in the orthodox sense,” said he opposed religious fanaticism, and noted “Buddhism and Christianity are the greatest religions both in number of disciples and in importance”.[260] He also said “To me, the universe is simply a great machine which never came into being and never will end” and “what we call ‘soul’ or ‘spirit,’ is nothing more than the sum of the functioning’s of the body. When this functioning ceases, the ‘soul’ or the ‘spirit’ ceases likewise”

 

Until tomorrow folks when my oh so cluttered mind continues…