Just a Molecule on my Teacup


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The day after Easter 2018 as I watched “Killing Jesus” on National Geographic a thought that has surfaced before came to mind yet again.

Back in biblical days the writings of Gospel of John were the supposed true facts of Jesus life. This begged to question my mind as to how they were waiting then and still over two billion so called Christians are still waiting.

Than the thought came to me that in this life we are born, we live the best life we can. We also must take into consideration how each of us have different circumstances and how they effect our lives.
It’s as if we were in a play and the main character.
We grow old and die.Or we die younger than we should because of accidents,health problems,mayhem or self destruction.

Where do we go ?

Could it be possible that this life we lived was our heaven or hell as it very well seems to be for many. We live in pain and wonder if death is the ultimate escape and we wonder about the so called heavenly bliss of afterlife.

I for one, do not allow any 4 walls of any church too hem me in. My heart holds my beliefs. I feel we do the best we can and should treat others as we would like to be treated. Often times turning the other cheek, looking the other way or just totally avoiding anything or anyone that upsets our bliss zen state of mind and spirit.

Perhaps the air we breath holds the essence of all those we have loved, human or animal. A breeze that suddenly blows our hair all over our face,or a sudden rainstorm dampens our skin like a dewy mist,suddenly appearing and disappearing.

Could the air we breathe be minute particles of life molecules ? Could our ancestors be gently sustaining us as we continue on in life’s journey ?

So of course I did some research.
Amazing how our minds think up these things and than lo and behold their is actually some truth in it.

“It sounds unlikely, though Kean is convinced. Consider the arithmetic, he argues. Caesar’s final breath – exhaled as he was stabbed to death in the senate – would have contained about a litre of air made up of about 25 thousand million million million molecules. At the same time, a litre of air represents 0.000000000000000000001% of all the air on Earth. When you crunch these numbers, says Kean, you will find that roughly one particle of the last air that was breathed out by Caesar more than 2,000 years ago will appear in your next breath.
“Across all that distance of time and space, a few of the molecules that danced inside his lungs are dancing inside yours right now.”

Source:
https://www.theguardian.com/books/2017/jul/16/caesars-last-breath-sam-kean-review-decoding-the-secrets-of-the-air-around-us

And here is something I wrote back in 2009.

It still applies more so today:

I am experiencing some minor annoyances in the form of phone calls and email from people I have long since decided not to associate with anymore.

How in the name of Zeus did they find my number or address? Easy.

They looked you up on the Web, or Goggled you, or rang up a former mutual acquaintance.

Privacy these days is a luxury.

Be polite. But firm. “I’m very busy. Thanks but no thanks.

Hope you are well, Got to run.

The fire alarm is going off
Someone is KNOCKING
The cell phone is ringing
Gotta Pee
May take longer
I am sorry you have dialed the wrong number
My cat just threw up

Do not renew a relationship which is more work than it’s worth.

My View on being a EX Jehovah Witless

The fear of burning forever in a fiery grave without the hope of eternal bliss has put FEAR in place of Love in man’s hearts.

If you’re a religious person, it’s easy to convert and become a spiritual person, but if you’re a spiritual person, there is no way in hell, that you would ever think about, becoming a religious person.
It would be like finishing college and then starting kindergarten all over again.
Once you shed your religious skin, you will never go back.

I for one am not in denial. I am very much AWAKE and I will never go back to the pits of that organization called the Watchtower.

May my Mother rest in eternal peace awaiting the New Earth she was promised. Oh and Only 144,000 going to Heaven…please don’t get me started on that one.

I have always said “Anyway the wind blows as long as it isn’t any where near a Kingdom Hall “.

The teachings of this organization have led so many down the wrong path and all for the wrong reasons.

Our family unit was totally destroyed by the so called unconditional love showed within the organization.

We tried to get our loved ones to truly see the light and they were told we were liars and apostates.

They were not allowed to even ask questions for fear of being reprimanded.

I am not here to bash anyone.
I do not think a person’s belief system should be ridiculed.

It is after all your life and your future.

Religion has become obsolete.
The Popes are corrupt,The little Lambs are being raped and plundered by pedophiles within.

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My Purrfect Minnie

the Circle of Life


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I remember that day she literally sit up on her quilt in the bathtub.Since her stroke on February 7th 2018,it was the safest spot for her.

I should have gotten a photo in hide-sight.It was so memorable.

Going through grief for my beloved Minnie.
Thinking too much, knowing what was inevitable.

I am doing some research.

On the evening of the 6 th of March Minnie lay very still, she made no attempts at her pretend running, she had no odor about her.
She smelled sweet as always when I held her in death the following afternoon.
Right eye open; the left frozen in a wink of sorts as that was the side she was laying on. She passed peacefully in the home she had known since 2005.

In my research I read:

“Later, while interviewing a psychiatrist about complicated grief, she comments that people “often have an easier time” when the dying is slow, when you watch your beloved animal slowly disintegrate. In a sense, she says, the mourning begins before death knocks on the door, when someone is dead before they’re truly dead.”

Source:
https://longreads.com/2017/11/01/how-much-is-too-much-to-save-a-dying-cat/

In hide-sight she slept all day and wandered howling and confused at night.
She ate constantly and still wanted more. She lost more weight very quickly.
She had gotten her bowels straight after so many years of the IBS stress China brought upon her.
She sit and stared at her water bowl,or laid next to the frog fountain in awe of the trickling waterfall cascading down.

She no longer sought out lap time and would let me hold her but soon became agitated.

It was as if she was getting me used to the fact that she was leaving me.

After her stroke when she could no longer walk, she allowed me to care for her. She still snuggled her head in the palm of my hand and suckled my neck like old times.

I will remember my precious Minnie as my purrfect feline.
The one that threw up in the litter box, never on the floor.
The one that was never sick except once with a URI.
The one who always came when I called her name.
The unconditional love she gave.
I will be loving her always.

Adopted at 11 months of age January 7th 2004- Rainbow Bridge March 7th 2018 (Age 15 Years)

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Daymare Naps and Nocturnal Nights


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During my nap today.
I dreamed I was in my house.
Everything was in place and clean.
When I woke their was all kinds of furniture, dishes, clothes in the front room. The exterminator was spraying a huge bird that had flown in.
He fell to the floor and I noticed he was so beautiful,

a phoenix bird.
To dream of a phoenix stands for rebirth and eternal life. It may also indicate a past that continues to haunt you.

I immediately started reviving him so I could free him.
I told the men to leave because I had animals and did not want the poisonous sprays getting into there tiny lungs.
I also told them to take all that furniture and stuff with them.

3/25/2016
Large house. I with the cats,dogs and other people’s babies were there.

The clock said 1 AM but it was really 6:30 AM.

I told them to lower the music or I would have her evicted. She was looking around and saying “what did you do with this and where is my little trinkets ?”

I told her I did nothing with her stuff which in my dream I had not.

The dog was writhing and howling in pain, the cats were all crying and babies were screaming.

That is when we noticed the brown paper layers that were in front of a unique shelving. We began tearing them off one by one and nothing was there but empty shelving.

All our crystals and keepsakes gone.

The dog died and froze.

I was holding on to Minnie but she wanted down.

A lady was sitting in a chair and said what the heck is that and turned it upside down.

Babies still alive, but dying fell on the floor screaming, covered in scorpions and spiders.

That is when we first saw the crawlers, the poisonous spiders, red tipped scorpions that kill with one sting.

They were everywhere as if someone had came in and released them too do their deathly deeds.

I was awakened suddenly by Shy Cat howling in a way I had never heard before.
A forlorn, cry. Than total silence.

I got up to check on him, my cats and birdies.
I made coffee.
I can not sleep now.

I have been drinking lots of water. I went to bed at 1.
Did not watch anything craze on TV before sleeping.

Dreams of Spiders:

Source

Spiders

To dream of a spider denotes that you are being ignored and overlooked by others. Perhaps you feel that it is best to avoid someone or something that will only influence you negatively. The spider also represents female strengths and intensity. It may be implying that there is some entity trying to keep you safe from your own actions. If you kill a spider, it indicates that you will soon face hardships and obstacles.
To see a spider spinning a web implies that your energies and exertions will result in great gifts. This can be in the form of career advancement, elevation in social status, or prosperity. Spiders represent imagination and artistic nature.
On a negative note, spiders may suggest that you feel stuck in a negative relationship. Perhaps your significant other is being too dependent on you. It can indicate that you are being influenced by someone or something that is detrimental to your happiness or safety.
To see a spider climbing up a wall in your dream implies that you will achieve your goals in the near future.
To dream that you are bitten by a spider symbolizes an issue between you and a female associate. You may be feeling entangled in a relationship that you no longer want to be a part of.

Scorpions

To dream of a scorpion signifies an experience that has caused you great pain or grief. It may also indicate insensitive and resentful words or thoughts that an enemy holds about you. Your dream warns that you may be treading into a territory that can only bring you sorrow and loss. The scorpion symbolizes change and a new beginning. It may be necessary for you to discard previous beliefs and ideals and adopt new ones. Also, the scorpion may be a symbol of a person who was born under the Scorpio zodiac sign.
To see scorpions floating in water signifies that you must resign yourself to the fact that an event or situation has indeed occurred and cannot be changed. There is a possibility that you are experiencing the stages of grief and learning to continue on with your life.

Magic Carpet Ride


Death, Grief and the Magic Carpet Ride

Keep the precious in your heart always, You have to keep them alive, Don’t forget…!

Life is short, enjoy the journey…that’s all we have!

Moreover, there’s no such thing as death, only shape shifting.

The body dies.

The spirit stays.

Angels are everywhere, yearning to help us.

We need only tune into their frequency, acknowledge them and ask.

They always deliver.

In fact, they’re the ones who help us maneuver the magic carpet.

I cannot envision traveling through life without an entourage of accompanying angels wherever I go for comfort, guidance and protection.

Imbuing myself with magic carpet consciousness, which is, in essence, an abiding connection to the universal Force of Spirit and the Divine, I have understood the greatest truth of all: the only thing that really matters in this world is love, love of self first and love of others, as a reflection of the One Love.

I believe now the only real failures in life are not loving fully and not developing our gifts and talents.

The magic Carpet Ride. “Hmmm….” a moment of contemplation. “Hmmm…yes…what makes me think I’m driving anyway?”

Excerpts taken from this site:

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Type Magic Carpet in the search

Source:

http://ezinearticles.com/?Death,-Grief-and-the-Magic-Carpet-Ride&id=931649

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Death of Calm


V alue the time you have with the ones you

l ♥ ve.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you’ll always hold them dear
Take time to say “I’m sorry
Please forgive me;Thank you ;It’s okay;
And if tomorrow never comes,
you’ll have no regrets about today.

THE DANCE

What if it truly doesn’t matter what you do but how you do whatever you do?

How would this change what you choose to do with your life?

What if there is no need to change, no need to try and transform yourself into someone who is more compassionate, more present, more loving or wise?

How would this effect all the places in your life where you are endlessly trying to be better?

What if the question is not why am I so infrequently the person I really want to be, but why do I so infrequently want to be the person I really am?

How would this change what you think you have to learn?

What if you knew that the impulse to move in a way that creates beauty in the world will arise deep within and guide you every time you simply pay attention and wait?

How would this shape your stillness, your movement, your willingness to follow this impulse, to just let go and dance?

Copyright © 2001

Prelude

Now just get up…jump around to the music and feel soooo good even if you don’t *S*

The world silent
No movement in the high sea
It sounds like a grave’s silence
There is none awake
There is no rapid tempo
Total dead calm

Yet the noble believe
People may show hope
I see through the calm
All towing on the centuries

We realize is easy
Tourists and me
Fill the mountains
This echoes
Echoes in the heads
There is dead calm

Yet the noble believe
People may show hope
Through the flames I see
Now a dark boat wonder into the hope
The morning rain
All its calm ripples in place
And the seagull attacks in
And the seagull breaks into the dead calm

As Ethereal as Ever

Dauðalogn – Sigur Ros