Wind Beneath My Wings

Many dreamers describe the ability to fly in their dreams as an exhilarating, joyful, and liberating experience.


This is a milestone day.

I take my last Epclusa pill. Three months, one pill a day. I have had my shower and hair wash. The morning chores are finished and I am having a delicious cup of Komodo Dragon. The birds are singing, Chibi hamster is snuggled in for her day’s slumber and feline China is napping on my bed, belly up.

I am copying the Guitar by Moonlight (Wind Beneath My Wings) to my computer so my rip and burn for this day is appropriate.

Dream early this morning.

I was at a carnival with a group of persons from Michigan. Working my shift in one of the many restaurants.

A few of them were so excited. They were going out too the large barge in the middle of the ocean that was as big as most resorts.

It had a reputation, good and bad. My man said he would go on with the others and when I got off I could fly out the only way I was accustomed too.
With the Wind beneath my Wings, free style.

The Link above will take you to another page I did on Dreams.

When I got off work before dark I took flight into the higher realms in self propelled flight.

It was so beautiful, the wind blowing my hair. The speed that I flew as the sun was just setting. Visibility was still good flying over the ocean currents.

They were on the far side. I made a smooth landing and persons kept saying an angel had fallen from the sky. The distant lights of the carnival rides could be seen from the floating barge.

Immediately I noticed that this was a party, a huge party of drinking and drugs,sex and all that goes with it. The man was very attentive to me.

He was quick too save me from the many men that wanted my attention.

That changed.

He would disappear and each time be lingered longer.On each return he would be higher and so out of it.

I was wearing my beautiful coat and had high top leather boots on. I was thirsty and hungry.

Afraid to partake of anything in lieu of the fact everything seemed to be laced with something or the other.

I decided the best for me was to fly back.

Looking out over the now black and turbulent water I realized the wind not at my advantage. I wondered if I could obtain the height needed to fly too my safety corner.

I tried.

It was not going to work with what I was wearing and I visualized a certain fall into the darkness of the sea.

I removed my cherished coat and boots and tried once again.

The wind kept blowing me back.

Again I visualized being completely thrown off course far and away from the carnival in one direction and the barge in the other.

Either way it was a decision I could not wisely make.

I left the area I was at on the barge and entered another area.

This one was even worse, derelicts and such low life that I feared for my life.

No one to protect me, no one I knew, all strangers with one goal. I was to remain grounded and unable too leave.

As in all dreams when danger lurks you hopefully wake up.

I did that.

My mouth was so parched and I was starving.

So, yet again the wind in a different form had kept me beneath it’s wings and protected me.

This is the first of many dreams of late that have not eluded me.

Since being on the Hep C Epclusa Cure my dreams have been in living color and more intense than usual. Once I awake they slip like sifting sand through my hand,lost too me in an elusive dream state of being.

Flying in dreams:

“I’m Flying”

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“Flying dreams fall under a category of dreams known as lucid dreams. Lucid dreams occur when you become aware that you are dreaming. Many dreamers describe the ability to fly in their dreams as an exhilarating, joyful, and liberating experience.

If you are flying with ease and are enjoying the scene and landscape below, then it suggests that you are on top of a situation. You have risen above something. It may also mean that you have gained a new and different perspective on things. Flying dreams and the ability to control your flight is representative of your own personal sense of power.Such dreams are sure to leave you with a great sense of freedom.”

Source of Dream Interpretation

https://www.dreamdictionary.org/common/flying-dreams/

Parakeet Haven


I have been cleaning all day. My place was full of dust bunnies, bird seed and feathers.

When you are sick with the flu it’s a miracle they all get fed everyday.

I also made some new toys for my birds and Hempy the Hamster.

Egg cartons cut in half filled with treats, paper towel cardboard cut in half for tunnels. Hempy is having a blast.

The birds love there seed and fruit and veggies in the ice cube trays. They all eat happily together.

I also made a bird bath from a old coconut shell.

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My Kind of Dream


Foundations

I dreamed of a man that looked like Jafar in “Alice in Wonderland~Once Upon a Time”.

He was a Doctor, very intelligent and well spoken. He had a mysterious air about him that intrigued me.

He requested I visit him after meeting him at a cafe he frequented in the States.

He lived in Bolivia. I flew there into an unknown world. It was beautiful. He whisked me away on a romantic view of the city by way of his magic carpet.

I realized I had no interest in him and it seemed the feeling was mutual.

When I ready to leave I mentioned that we had not so much as kissed let alone been intimate with each other.

He told me to sit on the carpet and he began a story.

He said that LOVE was like building a house. First you laid a foundation which we had completed when we met and he invited me to fly too see him.

Second, the foundation must be secure, not flimsy made of sand that would easily crumble come the first storm.

Third were the floors of the house.They too had to be built very sturdy with beams of strong enforcers that would hold the house together no matter what troubles fell upon it.

Fourth the wiring. It had to be connected. This was one of the last things completed and it had to have enough spark to light the entire house from foundation too the roof.
The roof was the covering that protected the house. Without it all inside would deteriorate and dissolve.

He said Love grows, it reaches it potential over time like a beautiful work of art or musical soundtrack. It is not built over night, nor fast and furious. It is not a short-lived sexual escapade of lustful desires demanding fullfillment.

He looked off in the distance for a moment and then continued. A house can be filled with the most exquisite treasures found all over the world. It can have a tapestry of fruit trees, flowers and Cabana’s surrounding beautiful pond’s of Koi fish.

All these material things.

Still the house sits empty of respect, love and laughter.

He then asked me if I would like to build a home.

As I boarded the plane he said by the time the house is completed we will know if we shall live in it together.

World’s Away~Cirque du Soleil


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OMG, the best $5 I have spent in some time. It was on Pay On Demand UVERSE  TV, I would love to see it LIVE.

Amazing in 3-D doesn’t even begin to describe it.

I used to love The Barnum and Bailey Circus, my dad always took me to that.

I loved the flying trapeze and this was extraordinaire. The flying, the music, the contortionists.

It was a bit of every show mixed into one. I am going to check out the soundtrack now.

All the music was great but I especially enjoyed this list:

–The Beatles LOVE–
Blackbird – Composed by John Lennon / Paul McCartney

Octopus’s Garden – Composed by Richard Starkey

Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds – Composed by John Lennon / Paul McCartney

Being For The Benefit Of Mr. Kite! – Composed by John Lennon / Paul McCartney

Get Back – Composed by John Lennon / Paul McCartney

While My Guitar Gently Weeps – Written by George Harrison

All You Need Is Love – Composed by John Lennon / Paul McCartney

Worlds Away

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Under the Bigtop

“O” — “Water represents both life and the unconscious, the dream state and illusion because of its reflection,” says Pierre Parisian, Cirque du Soleil senior artistic director. “It’s sort of the unseen realm of spirits, of ghosts, and the flying boat is like The Flying Dutchman. They are trying to lure Mia aboard but she won’t go.” It is the first tent Mia visits after she falls into an alternate desert wasteland populated by six big tops, “six kinds of  limbo,” says Linz.

— To Adamson KÀ was about spectacle, with a stage a quarter of the size of a football field that lifts vertically, spins around and changes. “What I wanted to capture wasn’t just the act and the performers but the ingenuity. Part of what Cirque du Soleil does so well is combine art and technology and present you with this completely different imagery you’ve never seen before.”

MYSTÈRE — “Mystère is highly acrobatic, the most acrobatic show we have,” says James Hadley, Cirque du Soleil‘s senior artistic director for resident shows in North America. It is also the longest running Cirque du Soleil show in Las Vegas. Hanging from a cube in mid-air, an aerialist performs a ballet with seemingly effortless maneuvers, foreshadowing what is to come for the star-crossed lovers.

VIVA ELVIS — In the film, a mysterious self-propelled tricycle leads Mia to the Viva ELVIS tent, where performers dressed as super heroes fly off trampolines to the music of Elvis.

CRISS ANGEL BELIEVE — Mia travels through six Cirque du Soleil tents that occupy a limbo state between life and death in search of love lost. The seventh element is not a tent but Cirque du Soleil‘s very own peculiar White Rabbit, a dancing disembodied bunny head from CRISS ANGEL Believe, who makes a timely appearance, beckoning her to follow.

ZUMANITY — “The act that we’re using from Zumanity is very small and contained, but it fits thematically well where we’ve placed it,” says Adamson. What first appears to be water on the moon transforms into a water-filled glass container from which a seductive contortionist entices the Aerialist to join her.

THE BEATLES LOVE — The act built around the song Being for the Benefit of Mr. Kite is “a circus-based theme,” says Adamson, “so it tied us back into the beginning of our opening circus.” Hadley adds, “Actually Mr. Kite, of all the acts that we filmed, probably has the biggest number of artists in one-act.”

Source:

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Just Fly


Just close your eyes and Fly

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She said “Now I know there isn’t enough love on the planet to change someone who isn’t ready to change.

Now I can stop dreaming, wishing, hoping and wanting and just go ahead and fly!”

My comment:

I resonate with that one. You can’t change people. It has taken me a very long time to realize that statement.

The only person you can change is yourself.

Sometimes, you have to walk away from persons that you felt were the love’s of your life.

They proved me wrong, time and time again.

Flying into the Twilight


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I love my dreams, especially the flying ones. This is a really good vid I found first on Vimeo and then Utube.

 

I have several postings on dreams. Lucid dreams and how to remember your dreams.

You can even stage your dreams. That’s an interesting concept.

Flashbacks

In with the New


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Sitting here listening to “The Flying Dream” It’s posted in the blog category Dreams Vs Reality.

My apartment smells sweet like the roses, they are so beautiful.

I just redid my Blog profile page. I think I like it Smile

They say 2013 is the year of the snake. Must say I have known a few snakes in my life. But, it’s a New Year and I am not going to dwell on the past this year.

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I am going to be around positive and good-hearted persons.

The rest can drift where ever they do.

Until the next time folks, have a Blessed and Abundant New Year.

Oh, and I want to thank each person that takes the time to read my posts Smile

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Halloween Moons


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Halloween
This night the veil is thin
Hallowed Eve
Be aware of everything
Notice all
Listen
See
be open
do not fear the dark
There is much light from the darkness
Burn a candle
Play festive music
Allow and rejoice
You walk in the here and now
the present
the beyond needs to know you
remember they have gifts for us
10/30/03

Cynthia Rivera  © 2003

Hope you have a Great Halloween and Happiest Birthday Month (Scorpions).

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Good Read

Yes, I still see intrinsically as to my nature and see signs and even run into them sometimes. I dang near knocked myself out. I seen stars and comets.

They say everything is speeding up really fast now and I totally feel it.

 

I have two doctor appointments this week. My LBC is still low and the platelets are going way low. I do sleep a good bit. But, hey I will be 64 on the 18 th of November and a lady needs her beauty sleep.

Besides, my flying dreams are just so awesome.

A good man gets out of prison Feb 2013. He seems so changed. Prison does that. It allows you the time and space to really see yourself.

I believe that is the only positive thing I can say about prison. Of course other then I am glad I have never been there. Came close

It is not possible to be separate; we are each a point of light within the greater light

LaUna Huffines

I just checked my mail and they sent me a jury summons. I never go to them and YES they are suppose to put warrants out. But, hasn’t happened yet so I am not gonna worry about it.

Don’t be a stranger

I miss the changing of the leaves, palms don’t change colors

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Where I Roamed

 

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Cash Flow Dream


4/28/12
I dreamed last night that I needed a ride. Two men on a motorbike picked me up and took me to a resort and dropped me off. I needed to use the bathroom. When I inquired, they said I needed to be a paying customer at the resort, be staying there or employed there. I applied and got a job at one of the many eatery‘s. This was a very fancy resort and I knew I would make great tips so I decided to rent a small room.

As I was walking to my room, I was looking down. There on the walkway was money. Lots of bills folded and some scattered in the same area. I looked over my shoulder at the same time I stooped to confiscate the bills and stuffed them in my pockets. I thought for a moment of turning in my found windfall, and then decided I would not. They would most likely keep it, so I figured I might as well be the ecstatic benefactor.

I immediately decided not to go on any spending sprees that would bring attention to my new-found gains. This was not just a few dollars. This was thousands of dollars. There were 20’s,50’s and 100 $ bills. I needed to get too my room to count it.

The resort was very crowded and it was hard to maneuver through the maze of persons. I went into flying mode and elevated off the ground. I went in and out of the maze smoothly and arrived at my room. My pockets were bulging from the money and I wanted to be out of sight and quickly.

Once inside my room I started counting the bills. There was almost $5,000. I kept thinking of the new camera and clothes I would buy once I returned home. I would tell no one about my good fortune. I knew if my live in BF knew he would want to double it in some kind of scheme.

That was not going to happen.

As if someone whispered in my ear, I woke from my dream.

The clock said 4:44.

Meaning of Dream:

A dream of finding money suggests that the dreamer is becoming aware of their intrinsic value to themselves and others, from a spiritual, rather than a material perspective. It can also indicate a recent success or imminent achievement in their waking life in which their self-worth is visibly manifested. Often this dream indicates that the dreamer possesses special artistic or creative abilities that they are in the process of becoming aware of. Sometimes the dreamer feels guilty when they find the money which may indicate that their self-esteem is currently lower than normal, and they should value themselves more than they currently do.

Dream Message
You are worth more than you think you are, and should not feel reticent about taking the chance to prove your value to yourself and others. As you become more aware of your own self-worth, you will become more confident at exploring opportunities in your waking life that are to your advantage.

Safe in My Cocoon


I am so glad I saved those two videos.The Phoenix and The Dark Night.

I sit here. I am relaxed enjoying a cup of chai tea and listening to the music.

Thinking of how we never see the beauty of the butterfly until it emerges from the safety of its cocoon.

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It’s so warm inside the cocoon. Like a mother carrying her child under her heart for nine months. Safe and protected.

The metamorphism of the butterfly takes place and the wings slowly open and there she is in all her glory.

New Life Cocoon

 

The woman goes into labor, a labor of love and pain. She delivers a child who cries out. Is the child crying because it no longer feels safe?

Of course not,the child cries for the life-sustaining air that we breathe.

Her tiny fingers and toes are fingerprinted and all vital statistics are recorded.Time, date, weight, general health.

The thing is she has already been fingerprinted from her creator. There is only one of her, unless of course she is an identical twin and that’s another one of life’s seemingly unanswered questions. Are twins fingerprints identical?

The world is her stage and now she has a major part in it. She is a lead role player in every scenario she creates.

“All the world’s a stage, and all the men and women merely players; they have their exits and their entrances, and one man in his time plays many parts, his acts being seven ages.”

~ William Shakespeare

As she grows; others will create acts for her and she will have to make decisions as to participating.

Sometimes, I feel I am still in a cocoon. I retreat there sometimes, when I need to recharge my batteries. When I am in my space, my creative juices start flowing. So many thoughts, ideas go off in my head it feels like someone has turned the light switch on.

When I sleep, I still feel as if I am in this amazing place, where my dreams can take me away to far away lands and I can fly over oceans and mountains. My favorite dreams are dreams within a dream; as in lucid dreaming.

LUCID DREAMS HOW TO

“Your mind is apt to be challenged, Dear Scorpio, by a strong force that is calling on you to lift off the ground and take flight. More than likely there is a strong person or situation that enters the scene today to remind you of the importance of the imagination. Don’t get so fixed in your position that you fail to see the benefits of other ways of looking at the same thing.”

Sometimes I plan my dreams. Ok, I have pulled up the elusiveness now and I just wanted to add that before sleep I asked the universe for dreams to come and I was thinking about kissing and relating on a more feeling mode instead of sexually.

The dream came…

Visitors

I went to sleep at 4 am with Purrby cat by my side. Inside my dream I was awakened to a room full of persons that I had no knowledge of ever seeing or meeting. The window was wide open and the curtain was the only pertinent thing in the room, it was here (my apartment) but it had been totally transformed.

There was emptiness to the room as in pictures and material things, very plain. The persons were beautiful in form and small kittens were scattering about. They were not in good health from being outdoors and were cuddling with Purrby.

On a whiteboard the words, “Welcome to Sunpar’s Journey to Jupiter ” in 3-D was written. The crop music was playing. I was being touched and caressed simultaneously by many hands. The touch filled me with intimidation and I was told to relax and enjoy these things bestowed upon me.

One man in particular was a leader of sorts and in my mind I assumed that he at some time had been with these other woman. I remember hovering over the group in suspended animation and being moved in different directions by persons moving there hands. My ex was here and at first seemed to be upset that so much attention was centered on me; until a lady chose him and they melted into a long kiss, a passionate one.

All the while my interest was in wanting this man. Everyone said I was holding back that I had to give in to my feelings but that it was not time for this specific man. He touched me in ways that consumed and absorbed my soul, I felt very connected to him. Then all of a sudden we were in time transported to another place. It was like a big yard and I had to winky tink. I walked to the canal and he was there and we winky tinked together.

He held me and told me to release my desires and then he gently kissed me. I desired more but not yet were his words. Everyone had laptops and were connected to a site that said the words about Sunpar and Jupiter, many zillion of years (2165) into the future.

There are messages that I am trying to remember that concerned me. Look inside is coming through and don’t hold back, go.

The dream is fading now but remnants of me coming back here. The apartment was all cleaned up and no evidence of my past life was here. It was clean and functional yet very basic. The door opened this time as the window had been sealed off to outsiders and he walked in. He took me in his arms and told me to CRY, to let everything fall on his shoulders.

It was not to be sexual in nature, but about feeling and touch. Then slowly a new group of persons that had gotten news of this group came in the room, they came in through unknown portals.

The kittens, slipping in under the door stripping were back all clean, playing and scattering about as kittens do. Like wee children let loose at the playground. It was a reunion again and even though I did not KNOW these persons they felt like my family and we connected on all levels of communication and oneness.

Dream Ends

I love my dreams 🙂 They are always in color. Years ago I was prescribed Xanax for anxiety and I had the worse nightmares imaginable. I quit taking that crap.

What the Bleep Do We Know ???

That was an extraordinary movie. I have not taken prescribed meds since watching it.

That’s what the Bleep I know.