Just Dance

“You’ve gotta dance like there’s nobody watching,
Love like you’ll never be hurt,
Sing like there’s nobody listening,
And live like it’s heaven on earth.”
― William W. Purkey


I do not believe in vaccines,why should my cat have too have them ?

When China was 5 months she was spayed,a microchip inserted and the State enforced rabies vaccination was administered.
The next day she was having seizures and very lethargic

In December 2011 she got worms,or had worms since taking her in?
A trip to the vet,a worming pill and she was good to go.
I refused all vacs.
They said she was a American Short-hair,beautiful coat and designs,very healthy.

I adopted Minnie when she was 11 months from the shelter.All shots were already administered.She never again seen a Vet office until she was 7 years old when Cinnamon was euthanized (2010)and I thought a checkup might be a good idea.

The vet told me she was one of the healthiest cats he had seen,her coat,her weight.

She has an appointment the 19 th of this month because I want to have her teeth checked.

She has lost two canines along the way.
They will insist on the rabies shot that they say is State mandated every year.

She had it in 2010,I will refuse it along with any other vacs.


From Michelle T. Bernard, Author of Raising Cats Naturally

No vaccine should ever be given on the same day as or within thirty days of any surgery, nor should a vaccine be administered to an unhealthy cat, no matter how minor the illness.

How anyone can think it necessary or desirable to inject an eight week old (or even younger) kitten with three (and sometimes more) viruses at once and then do it again in two or three weeks and then again! That poor kitten’s immune system must get so confused. There is no way a kitten would ever be exposed to rhino, calici and panleukopenia all at the same time. How can an immature immune system handle this onslaught? Some breeders actually vaccinate kittens before they even open their eyes and they vaccinate pregnant queens. This is absolute craziness!

An eight-week-old kitten is just beginning to wean, which is very stressful for the kitten. They are also teething. Their immune systems are weaning off maternal immunity and developing on their own. How can it be advantageous to vaccinate a kitten going through so much stress with several difference disease-causing agents and stimulate more antibody production? Many breeders will vaccinate a kitten right before he goes to his new home. That is a dangerous practice. Uprooting a kitten from an environment he was born into and thrusting him into a completely new situation with strangers is a very frightening experience for many kittens. Adding the additional stress of vaccination into the mixture is a recipe for potential disaster.

There Were Two

The wooden planks creak as I hear passersby walk.

The night is dark and humid

I sit inside on a hard stool waiting.

My new love sits outside and listens as the men tease him about being away and still his love sits without him

I take a smoke from one of the men and inhale the aroma and sweetness.The cloud of smoke wafts outside to where my love is sitting.

I know he has walked and acquired his sweetness

I look out and inquire why he is alone and has not asked me to join him

He stands up and motions for me too come

He takes my hand
It feels so thin and as I walk behind him to sit
I notice his lanky frame

He passes his lit pipe to me
I watch him as I inhale

He seems distant yet close

He says you know there were two

I want to ask what happened but the words do not form
in a voice that can be heard

I speak with him and say that sometimes each of us needs to be alone

I let him know that I felt he wanted that

Too be alone in his thoughts

He took me in his arms and I felt strength in me from him

He said

“I am alone too much,I long too smell your hair and take in the warmth of your essence”

He said

“I feel strength from you when you are in my arms”

by ©Cynthia Martz 2011

The Journey Down the Sidewalk of Life: Psychological Self-Help

My path has been one of many highs and lows.

Unforeseen pebbles;and at times boulders strewn in front of me.

I fell in many holes in my side walk of discovery.

I chose to get out,to avoid those holes.

I was involved with some for the wrong reasons

Now I am not involved for the right reasons

There are no Holes in my sidewalk.

Fall into enough of the holes in the sidewalks of life and you may become whole.
Through the lessons of the holes of life, you approach wholeness.
Becoming whole means striving to be all that you can be. All potentialities are explored.
You know what you do, and why you do it.
Choices are made, and you are responsible for these choices.
The holes in the sidewalk are actually invitations to grow.
Are you open to the invitation?

There’s a Hole in my Sidewalk

I. I walk down the street
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk
I fall in
It isn’t my FAULT.
It takes forever to to find my way out.
II. I walk down the street
There is a deep HOLE in the sidewalk
I pretend I don’t see it
I FALL in again…
I can’t believe I’m in the same place
But it isn’t my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.
III.I walk down the same street
There is a deep HOLE in the sidewalk
I see it is there
I see it is there.
I still FALL in…it’s a HABIT…but my eyes are open
I KNOW where I am
It is my FAULT

IV. I walk down the same street
There is a deep HOLE in the sidewalk
V. I WALK DOWN ANOTHER STREET!!!:) by Portia Nelson


Shadow People

I have been seeing shadow people for a very long time…I always thought they were a form of ghost.They never harmed me and they were never around for long periods of time.



“How Many Times, How Many Lies”

I Should have believed…

All the ones who told me about you…

All the times you told me they wanted you back and these bitches were just trying to cause problems because they were desperate and pathetic

I know what it means about the negatives in trashing someone who TOTALLY needs to be trashed.
If I hear one more person tell me “To get over it” I may look like the Scream doll that Edvard Munch painted.
I had a blow up of that also,but I beat it to death.

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Positive feedback:
The sociopath N is very convincing and charming. I think you should blow the lid off him and expose him fully, even if only for a while. Then remove it. Trust me, Google will keep it forever anyway. Tee-hee. You’d be protecting many women from the same horror.

You want to hear a really good one. As I mentioned in the Letters I will Never send I WAS told so many times about his habits of collecting hearts and kids.
This past one, probably not his last; but at any rate she told me “Move On! Get a life,you are desperate and pathetic

Wonder where she heard that from…OH right, from HIM.

“How Many Times, How Many Lies”

They would try to tell me something

Oh, but I was hearing nothing

When they said you was just playing me

I didn’t listen

I didn’t want to

You couldn’t find a blinder fool

I’m here

Searching through the wreckage

Wondering why the message never got through

And I found I misplaced all of my faith

How could I put my faith in you?

How many times?

How many lies?

How long you been sneaking?

How long you been creeping around?

How many lies?

How many times?

Were you here deceiving

While I was here believing in you

I got to put the blame on myself

Should’ve known with everyone else

Just knowing they knew you was just bad news

I should’ve walked out (I should’ve walked out)

I should’ve seen clear (I should’ve seen clear)

I’m glad your sad ass is out of here

I’ve gone and thrown out all the records

All the ones that ever reminded me of you

I’ve gone and tore up all the pictures

Cause there was not one shred of truth

There were so many times

There were so many lies

I don’t know why I stayed on you

There were so many days

There were so many games

I should’ve thrown your sad ass out

But now the game is through

I’ll never trust in you

I’ve finally got wise

I opened up my eyes

Your game is over

I’ve gone and thrown out all the records

All the ones that ever reminded me of you

I’ve gone and tore up all the pictures

‘Cause there was not one shred of truth

I opened up my eyes

Oh Yeah

Lyrics and song by The Pussycat Dolls

Kokopelli is a fertility deity, usually depicted as a humpbacked flute player (often with a huge phallus and feathers or antenna-like protrusions on his head), who has been venerated by some Native American cultures in the Southwestern United States. Like most fertility deities, Kokopelli presides over both childbirth and agriculture. He is also a trickster god and represents the spirit of music.


The Goodness of Life

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The Goodness of Life

Author Unknown

Some people never seem motivated to participate, but
are just content to watch while others do the work.
They are called “Spec Taters”.

Some people never do anything to help, but are gifted
at finding fault with the way others do the work.
They are called “Comment Taters”.

Some people are very bossy and like to tell others what
to do, but don’t want to soil their own hands.
They are called “Dick Taters”.

Some people are always looking to cause problems by
asking others to agree with them. It is too hot or
too cold, too sour or too sweet.
They are called “Agie Taters”.

There are those who say they will help, but somehow
just never get around to actually doing the promised help.
They are called “Hezzie Taters”.

Some people can put up a front and pretend to be
someone they are not.
They are called “Emma Taters”.

Then there are those who love others and do what they
say they will. They are always prepared to stop whatever
they are doing and lend a helping hand. They bring real
sunshine into the lives of others.
They are called “Sweet Taters”.