Meandering I Suppose


7:47 PM 1/23/2017

I found my White Horse

You are most fortunate to have the horse spirit within you, for she has many things to teach you and many blessings to share.

The horse will show you how to balance your caring nature and deep love for others with your equally deep need for freedom and independence.

There will be days when she shows you how to relax fully, first rubbing against your loved ones, then just standing in the shade of the tree and munching the apples as they fall. Abundance will be yours, as she teaches you that a peaceful and centered life provides what is needed, like apples falling from a tree on a perfect summer’s day.

And when you ask, she will take you for a ride, as you run like the wind, faster and faster, until finally, like Pegasus, she sprouts wings, soars into the air and allows your soul to fly free. She will lift you to the heavens and reveal to you there your own highest self.

And through it all, she will show you how to stay deeply centered in the moment. She will teach you to live without worry or regret, your heart free of blame. Breathe in her spirit and she will bring you fully into this moment and all that it contains, where you can balance beauty and duty, freedom and togetherness, all in perfect joy and harmony.

10:50 AM 1/25/2017
The spider web weaves what no fly should touch…just saying

by Cynthia

12:39 PM 1/25/2017

First Stage of Scorpio: The Scorpion Scorpio – A “stage one” Scorpio exercises power through emotion and instinct. This Scorpio is symbolized by the scorpion, an insect more likely, in the end, to sting itself rather than others. Aggression and instinct are particular features of the Scorpion aspect, which is where the tendency to potential destructive behavior and competitiveness resides.

Second Stage of Scorpio: The Eagle Scorpio : A “stage two” Scorpio is symbolized by the Golden Eagle and exercises power through the intellect. Golden Eagle Scorpios show signs of maturity above Scorpion Scorpios in that they possess the ability to see what others miss, discern hidden motives, and discover deeper truths beneath the surface of life. This can prove to be either beneficial or exploitative, and can be used deceptively if not guarded. While Eagle Scorpios can indeed use these skills to help invent new medicines, save a patient’s life, successfully psychoanalyze the problems of others and help them find purpose, other  Eagle Scorpios are nonetheless not above exploiting others to suit their own purposes or interests, because Scorpios are also known for valuing power and wealth.

Third Stage of Scorpio: The Phoenix Scorpio: A “stage three” Scorpio is symbolized by the Dove of Peace and the Phoenix, which exercises power through love,  healing and transformation. The Phoenix represents a Scorpio who has been transformed, and has reached deep within him/herself to embrace the more subtle, mystical qualities of the soul, rather than ones ego, and in result soar to spiritual heights like a bird on the wing. The tendency to be judgmental and power-obsessed is gone, and rather the observational talents of Scorpio are fused with compassion rather than judgment, defeating a life of extremes and polarities and finding greater purpose  through self-spiritual development.

12:31 PM 1/31/2017
THE ROAD OF LIFE TWISTS AND TURNS AND NO TWO DIRECTIONS ARE EVER THE SAME. YET OUR LESSONS COME FROM THE JOURNEY, NOT THE DESTINATION.

Camping Trip
Four guys have been going to the same deer camp for many years.Two days before the group is to leave, Ron’s wife puts her foot down and tells him he isn’t going.

Ron’s friends are very upset that he can’t go, but what can they do.
Two days later the three get to the camping site only to find Ron sitting there with a tent set up, firewood gathered, and dinner cooking on the fire.

“Dang man, how long you been here, and how did you talk your wife into letting you go?”

“Well, I’ve been here since yesterday. Yesterday evening, I was sitting in my chair and my wife came up behind me and put her hands over my eyes and said, ‘Guess who?
I pulled her hands off, and she was wearing a brand new nightie.
She took my hand and pulled me to our bedroom. The room had candles and rose petals all over.
On the bed she had handcuffs, and ropes! She told me to tie and cuff her to the bed, and I did.
And then she said, “Do whatever you want.”

So, Here I am.

2:25 PM 1/31/2017
While you are on YouTube.com just add “ss” to the video URL in order to start the default YouTube downloader.

7:44 PM 2/2/2017
From Doreen Virtue
BEHIND EVERY HIGHLY DRAMATIC PERSON LURKS AN UNRESOLVED TRAUMA. DRAMA IS HIS OR HER WAY OF ASKING
FOR LOVE, AND BEGGING FOR HELP AND UNDERSTANDING

DRAMA QUOTIENT QUIZ
Answer “Yes” or “No” to each question:
1. I can’t stand to be alone.
2. I would rather be with someone difficult than be
alone.
3. I am usually attracted to people who have
problems
4. I’ve had more than one abusive romantic partner.
5. My childhood was painful.
6. I feel guilty much of the time.
7. I love reading magazines and online articles
about celebrities.
8. In conversations, I seem to be the person who
knows the most about the personal lives of
celebrities.
9. I enjoy watching reality television shows.
10. My life seems to be “one thing after another.”

3:37 PM 2/5/2017
“Write it on your heart that every day is the best day in the year.” – Ralph Waldo Emerson

Break up the bud. Insert the problems. Roll up the resentments. Light up the solutions. Inhale the happiness & exhale the past.

7:03 PM 2/6/2017

Garments

Upon a day Beauty and Ugliness met on the shore of a sea. And they said to one another, “Let us bathe in the sea.”

Then they disrobed and swam in the waters. And after a while Ugliness came back to shore and garmented himself with the garments of Beauty and walked away.

And Beauty too came out of the sea, and found not her raiment, and she was too shy to be naked, therefore she dressed herself with the raiment of Ugliness. And Beauty walked her way.

And to this very day men and women mistake the one for the other.

Yet some there are who have beheld the face of Beauty, and they know her notwithstanding her garments. And some there be who know the face of Ugliness, and the cloth conceals him not from their eyes.

by kahil-gibran

Moving Mind~ a ZEN Story

Two men were arguing about a flag flapping in the wind.

“It’s the wind that is really moving,” stated the first one. “No, it is the flag that is moving,” contended the second.

A Zen master, who happened to be walking by, overheard the debate and interrupted them. “Neither the flag nor the wind is moving,” he said, “It is MIND that moves.”

10:01 PM 2/6/2017
They told me with the veil and jojoba, I could pass and I did for a while. Going into the cafe dressed as a Berber was not a good idea.
Holding the Quran in your hand is not a very good idea
either. They are very serious about the Muslim religion.
They whispered about my American dress when I first came, but after a few months, I was like a local.

I made some bad choices, and had a few close calls.

11:06 AM 2/10/2017

I am not a one in a million kind of girl but I AM a once in a lifetime kind of woman.

You may be in my past, I assume you are in my present, you just might be in my future but I am not here….Leave a message.

2017 Atlantic hurricane season will start on
Thursday, June 1 and will end on Thursday, November 30
1:08 PM 2/12/2017

Something I just thought of. I slept in this Sunday. I am always up before light with the animals, but today I decided to sleep on. I looked out the window at such a beautiful day. I thought of Sunday’s with Rhea at Snipes Point watching dolphins frolic from the boat.
I sort of asked the universe to share someone with me that was older, had a boat, wasn’t interested in games and would be a companion. Ha~ don’t ask for much huh?

If you should come to know me

Body and Soul

My Secrets

My Shadows

My Mind

The perception you have created

Of me in your mind

Like a caterpillar’s metamorphosis

Nothing would remain the same

Between us

Better to be mysterious

Ask me no questions

Endure no lies

Let me bathe in the attentiveness

This moment

In the Maze of Time

Cynthia J.Martz Feb 12 2012

10:27 AM 2/16/2017
I’m a Gemini Moonbaby, I try to hide the Scorpio part as long as possible.

I am also an airy Rising Aquarius

11:52 AM 2/22/2017

The connection between Pisces man and Scorpio woman is one of a deep enrichment that is actually indescribable. They connect on so many levels and just seem to flow together so nicely. Scorpio woman shows him the ways of honesty and the confidence in knowing they are able to weather any storm and Pisces man can show her that it is not so bad to forgive and forget. Together they are very happy and close couple.

7:38 PM 2/22/2017

My new Favorite Song

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LxwM7sWr_Ms
Moby – JLTF Lyrics

We heard the rain on the window
Like a sinful waste of time
We heard the sirens’ wailing
Like the world had lost its smile
We spend our days together
Hiding far from everything
Oh we knew it was over
When the summer turned to spring

All the words we said
All the time we spent
Does it mean nothing
Does it mean nothing

12:24 AM 3/3/2017
Cynthia says~
When you feel like you are drowning just float

12:28 PM 3/9/2017
I SEE

Been to London

Been to France

Traveled by Train through Spain

Passing Sunflowers in the Rain

Transfixed by island of Es Vedra Sirens of the Sea
IBIZA

Rode camels in the desert

Sit in ruins of mammoth caves
of myths and Hercules Legions engraved
at times secluded by the tide

Walked the maze of streets
Following white feathers

Medina’s filled with spice and trinkets

Smelled the Moroccan Rose with Jasmine entwined

Views of Gibraltar from the vine filled terrace
Snow capped Rif and Atlas Mountains

Sipping mint tea from Baba’s Cafe
Smoking Kif and hashish

My ever watchful mother’s eye on a two-year old
with wanderlust

Moments on Polaroid confiscated
Of this special place and time

by Cynthia

3:55 PM 3/27/2017
I was grinning tear to tear

5:31 PM 4/25/2017
Cynthia says~ Some can not hear because they just do not listen. Others wish they could hear so they could just Listen. Think about it.

4:11 PM 5/2/2017
Who needs a man when you got a Bob. Bob? Yeah, battery-operated boyfriend..

9:38 PM 5/4/2017
I had a misbehaving breakfast this morning. I had eggs beenadick.

10:15 PM 5/4/2017
Hidesight 2013
China, Minnie and Shy say they hope evfurrybody enjoys the enchantment of the season.May it continue to sprinkle Happy Fairy Hairball Dust all around you throughout the coming New Year.

10:29 PM 5/4/2017
If I could think of just one something I would like to have right at this moment it would be a like-minded companion. Someone that has grown through their relationships and at the same time learned from them. This is most important. If you haven’t learned the lesson the lesson will keep coming over and over until at some point you say aha. I got it. By George I think I got it. I wish I understood what in the heck I am doing.

My feelings flip faster than pancakes.

2:02 AM 5/7/2017
Don’t go back we’ll be right away

4:59 PM 5/7/2017
The Flying Fickle Finger of Fate Award
The States Congress established 1781 for ignoring 2oo million citizens and gun laws.

The share button comes and goes at Facebook’s will.

6:11 PM 5/7/2017

“Poema  X ” of Pablo Neruda

“Love is so short and forgetting is so long.”

Under The Harvest Moon” of Carl Sandburg
Lurks in the dusk
Of the wild red leaves,
Love, with little hands,
Comes and touches you
With a thousand memories
And asks you
Beautiful, unanswerable questions.

6:12 PM 5/7/2017
Nikola Tesla was raised an Orthodox Christian. Later in life he did not consider himself to be a “believer in the orthodox sense,” said he opposed religious fanaticism, and noted “Buddhism and Christianity are the greatest religions both in number of disciples and in importance”.[260] He also said “To me, the universe is simply a great machine which never came into being and never will end” and “what we call ‘soul’ or ‘spirit,’ is nothing more than the sum of the functioning’s of the body. When this functioning ceases, the ‘soul’ or the ‘spirit’ ceases likewise”

 

Until tomorrow folks when my oh so cluttered mind continues…

I Love Seagulls


My Seagull

(Click to Enlarge)

© C. m ART z  2015

I took this photo at Bahia Honda.

“To bring anything into your life, imagine it is already there”

~Richard Bach

I read this book every few years. My feelings are always different, I am in different places, I see different faces,different spaces.

There I grow again.