My thoughts on being a EX JW

The fear of burning forever in a fiery grave without the hope of eternal bliss has put FEAR in place of Love in man’s hearts.

If you’re a religious person, it’s easy to convert and become a spiritual person, but if you’re a spiritual person, there is no way in hell, that you would ever think about becoming a religious person.

It would be like finishing college and then starting kindergarten all over again. Once you shed your religious skin, you will never go back.

I for one among many am not in denial, I am very much AWAKE and I will never go back to the pits of that organization called the Watchtower.

May my Mother rest in eternal peace awaiting the New Earth she was promised. Oh and Only 144,000 going to Heaven…please don’t get me started on that one.

I have always said  “Anyway the wind blows as long as it isn’t any where near a Kingdom Hall “.

The teachings of this organization have led so many down the wrong path and all for the wrong reasons.

Our family was totally destroyed by the so called unconditional love showed within the organization.

We tried to get our loved ones to truly see the light and they were told we were liars and apostates.

They were not allowed to even ask questions for fear of being reprimanded.

I am not here to bash anyone. I do not think a person’s belief system should be ridiculed.

It is after all there life and there future.

Religion has become obsolete. The Popes are corrupt, The little

Lambs are being raped and plundered by pedophiles within.

accomplished accomplished
             Current Music:
Dark Side of the Moon (Pink Floyd)
Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day
You fritter and waste the hours in an offhand way.
Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town
Waiting for someone or something to show you the way.
Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain.
You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today.
And then one day you find ten years have got behind you.
No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun.
So you run and you run to catch up with the sun but it’s sinking
Racing around to come up behind you again.
The sun is the same in a relative way but you’re older,
Shorter of breath and one day closer to death.Every year is getting shorter never seem to find the time.
Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines
Hanging on in quiet desperation is the English way
The time is gone, the song is over,
Thought I’d something more to say.

Home, home again
I like to be here when I can
And when I come home cold and tired
Its good to warm my bones beside the fire
Far away across the field
The tolling of the iron bell
Calls the faithful to their knees
To hear the softly spoken magic spells.

Honouring & Letting Go Of Your Ancestral Programming « ContemporaryShaman

My mama used the green syrup. I remember she needed a bit of it. This article speaks of those days when she lost her dream and was in another reality. That of being married and raising a family. Religion knocked on her door and she was never the same. Her husband provided everything else and felt great about it. So, different from this age we are in. Babies having babies and so much more dysfunction and mayhem. Probably was just as much dysfunction back then. We can only wonder of the secrets.

Now, it’s the Born This Way People being there selves. No matter what.

As the saying goes “We’ve come a long way baby”

Looking for the probability of cleaning a silver ring that got iodine on it. I found this a long the way. It is a great blog about our ancestors and how they lived with the light they had. Can’t ask more than that of anyone.

If you remember this era was the time of the influx of Valium ‘mothers little helpers’. Women felt lost in this day-to-day programme and other than playing bridge and going to a business cocktail party she felt she was missing something.

via Honouring & Letting Go Of Your Ancestral Programming « ContemporaryShaman.

Freemasonry, or Christianity? (Part-II)

I found this interesting. I was infiltrated into Baptist,Methodist,Protestant,Jehovah Witless… forced too listen to hours of John Bircher and told the perks of being a freemason as my grandparents were under the guise of the Baptist affiliations.


No Water~ No Moon ~OSHO

Death has been on my mind.

Not a fear of it;but more of an interest in the effect someone’s death has on us.

I was not present when my father died.

My thoughts tend to wonder and reflect on what his last thoughts were and if he felt pain.

I have been listening to my album “The Essence” by Deva Premal and doing research on ZEN.

Below are excerpts from the book “No Water_No Moon by OSHO

The Book

From Osho:


Go with emptiness in your hand, because that’s all… that’s all I can offer to you, and nothing is greater than that. This is my gift: go with emptiness in your hand.

If you can carry emptiness in your hand, then everything becomes possible. Don’t carry possessions, don’t carry knowledge, don’t carry anything that fills the pot and becomes the water, because then you will be seeing only the reflection.

In wealth, in possessions, in houses, in cars, in prestige, you will see only the reflection
of the full moon.

And the full moon is there waiting for you.

Let the bottom drop! Don’t try this way and that way to protect the old pail.

It is not worth it.

Don’t protect yourself, it is not worth it.

Let the pail break down, let the water flow, let the moon in the water disappear, because only then will you be able to raise your eyes towards the real moon.
It is always there in the sky – but emptiness in the hand is needed.

Remain more and more empty, think yourself more and more empty, behave more and more as if you are empty.
By and by, by and by,you will have the taste of it. And once the taste comes, it is so beautiful.

Once you know the taste of emptiness, you have known the very meaning of life.

Carry emptiness,drop the pail of water which is your ego, your mind and your thoughts, and remember: no water, no moon – emptiness in the hand.

No Water No Moon

You are unique – remember. And something unique is going to happen to you which has never happened before, which will never happen again.

Not only your fingerprints are unique, your soul is unique.

Everybody is born alone, goes alone; and in the middle of these two, coming and going, you may delude yourself that you are with somebody, but you still remain alone.

Because if you are in the beginning alone and in the end alone, how in the middle can you be with somebody?

The wife, the husband, the friend, the society, are all illusions.

You remain alone, aloneness is your nature.

You can be deluded, that’s all.

You can have dreams, that’s all, but the other remains always the other and there is no meeting point.

If you have come to know that, ”I come alone, and I go alone,” then there is no coming and no going,because the soul is never born, never dies.

Life is an eternal continuum.

It continues.

It never comes, never goes.

This body may have been born, this body may die – but that life, the energy,the self, the soul, or whatsoever you call the consciousness that exists in this body, has never been born and will not die.

That consciousness is continuous.

There has never been any break in it.